DrawingCircleCircles
Active member
- Joined
- Sep 25, 2009
- Messages
- 37
- Reaction score
- 0
Its a familiar feeling ya kno? I'm sure everyone has their highs. Its the lows to follow that can be the worst. Its the part when everyone has gone home to bed. The feeling can hit you like a ton of bricks in the morning after like a bad hangover or it can hit you when you spend hours closing your eyes trying to sleep that you start to realize... you're alone.
It just feels good to know someone cares and is willing to listen in those moments. Some call it being being selfish and some call it being needy. But after putting up a social front for so long behind a fake smile, the real you has to come out after being cooped up for so long. And its like in those moments you want someone to realize who you are. The real you. Someone must notice how great you really are.
Instead its common to just try to listen to others and care for others exactly how you want to be treated yourself. Yet time after time, for some reason or another, it just doesn't work. People just don't get it. They are suppose to reciprocate dammit. Then resentment and bitterness starts knocking at the door asking you let them in. However letting such negative feelings in just leads down a short path off an emotional cliff.
I'm not depressed. I just get lonely. I get tired of keeping up such a macho wall around me that says, "Don't worry about me. I can handle anything!" It just would feel nice to have a person notice that no I can't handle everything... You're human just like me...
I hope someone could relate...
It just feels good to know someone cares and is willing to listen in those moments. Some call it being being selfish and some call it being needy. But after putting up a social front for so long behind a fake smile, the real you has to come out after being cooped up for so long. And its like in those moments you want someone to realize who you are. The real you. Someone must notice how great you really are.
Instead its common to just try to listen to others and care for others exactly how you want to be treated yourself. Yet time after time, for some reason or another, it just doesn't work. People just don't get it. They are suppose to reciprocate dammit. Then resentment and bitterness starts knocking at the door asking you let them in. However letting such negative feelings in just leads down a short path off an emotional cliff.
I'm not depressed. I just get lonely. I get tired of keeping up such a macho wall around me that says, "Don't worry about me. I can handle anything!" It just would feel nice to have a person notice that no I can't handle everything... You're human just like me...
I hope someone could relate...