romie
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Hopefully the exisitance of this forum will get me through the day
I'm desperately lonely, just broke up with a guy (lets call him GMW)as he kept dropping our plans at the last minute, kept me waiting for hours and it all feels like a 'here i go again'
This year feels like i've been put in a barrel and thrown down a hill, so much hurt. GMW was the first guy i've known in a long time who was genuinely nice, but he's completely emotinally unavailable, he doesn't see it but he is, he has several kids by several women and although he's not with them, he may as well be, they tell him to jump, he asks how high, without any thought of me or my plans and feelings
So i broke it off
And here i am again, knowing it was bank holiday (UK) and all families are together having a great time, my 2 friends where too busy for me, they have a lot of friends, i'm shy and fussy about who gets close, so i end up spending 2 days in fornt of the TV crying and now feel completely pathetic
Anyway
I'M LONELY
I just needed to share
Thanks
I'm desperately lonely, just broke up with a guy (lets call him GMW)as he kept dropping our plans at the last minute, kept me waiting for hours and it all feels like a 'here i go again'
This year feels like i've been put in a barrel and thrown down a hill, so much hurt. GMW was the first guy i've known in a long time who was genuinely nice, but he's completely emotinally unavailable, he doesn't see it but he is, he has several kids by several women and although he's not with them, he may as well be, they tell him to jump, he asks how high, without any thought of me or my plans and feelings
So i broke it off
And here i am again, knowing it was bank holiday (UK) and all families are together having a great time, my 2 friends where too busy for me, they have a lot of friends, i'm shy and fussy about who gets close, so i end up spending 2 days in fornt of the TV crying and now feel completely pathetic
Anyway
I'M LONELY
I just needed to share
Thanks