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I am not used to "wanting" someone, anyone - it's too upsetting, and I always had a 100% belief that it was completely useless, because I would never ever get what I want. Maybe this is why I never got a good guy. Low self esteem is a *****. Also, no good guy ever noticed me, they notice the thin ones who would make good mothers :/
 
The evening air is thick enough to cut with a knife, but it hasn't rained yet...and I really feel like I need to go for a walk. It's been a while.
 
Yes, I know it's still leaking. You must be proud to be Miss Captain Obvious. There's nothing I could do but take it over. So shut up, please.
 
Peaches said:
I am not used to "wanting" someone, anyone - it's too upsetting, and I always had a 100% belief that it was completely useless, because I would never ever get what I want. Maybe this is why I never got a good guy. Low self esteem is a *****. Also, no good guy ever noticed me, they notice the thin ones who would make good mothers :/

Uhm. I've always thought you were thin. :(

And Pretty. :)
 
Time to cut the crap. I wish I'd cut it years ago. I wish it had never started in the first place.

Come on, SkaFish....you wait all year for June, for summer......what are you doing????
 
Thinking that it's a ******* laundry basket. What's so unholy about it being in a laundry room? Is it that unusual to you to have something? I know you bought your little flimsy basket after I purchased an actual laundry basket because you didn't have one, although you've been "keeping house" for 40 ******* years. And then you sit it on the ONE place that I can't stand. Jesus Christ...
 
ladyforsaken said:
Feels like everything bullshit going on around me is all my fault, somehow.

nononono no and no

silly feeling, indeed, must be a side effect of medication

no no no, no, no, no, NO

who do you think you are, a scape goat?

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4 great days in a row.

Gardening done. Birthday party attended. Grandparents helped. 2 meals out. A bit of money earned. I'm finally starting to feel like a human being again.
 
Peaches said:
^ glad to hear user 130057, you deserve many more great days

Thanks, Peaches, that's a lovely thing for you to say. I hope things start looking up for you soon too :D
 
Why have I become the person who you confide in about her. I care about you both, but you really had no idea I liked you. It will get easier, but hearing those things...it hurts.
 
It has been what? 12 years? since we talked like that, you were one of my favorite people in the world, I understand why she put you against me, but really there was no need for that, we were just friends, great friends, and I was quite ready to give you up if necessary, and I did. All these years you seemed to misunderstand everything I did and said, you seemed to think I was a completely different person, but I never gave up on you, because I knew it was just misinformation. I am so glad that now we connected again, I missed you all these years, even if it's just because you feel lonely, if you talk to me long enough you will see that I am still the same, still here.
 
^ Hope you are ok :/ (((Hugs))))

In other thoughts, if people are happy what they are doing why knock it? Are they hurting people? No. Are they doing something illegal? No. So why should they be judged, sounds like plain old jealousy.
 
"It's good to just talk, don't you think?"

...no, I don't. I talk when I have something to say and not to enjoy the volume exiting my mouth. It's always the worst idle-talkers and permanent 'commentators' that tell me to speak more often...

Sometimes I just want to be buried. To avoid ever having to listen to these people again.
 
You just need to hang on for this week and then we got a break, okay? Just hang on, please. I know it's tough on you, you're struggling and it's beating you down, I can feel you and it shows in the results every morning, but seriously, they already warned me that if you're not behaving tomorrow, they're gonna have to put it off and that's gonna extend our sessions for this cycle.

So please, just please hang in there and fight with me. I will give you ample time to rest after each session this week, so I hope that's good enough. Just 4 more days to go, come on now. Don't bail on me.

user 130057 said:
4 great days in a row.

Gardening done. Birthday party attended. Grandparents helped. 2 meals out. A bit of money earned. I'm finally starting to feel like a human being again.

Way to go, user 130057. Hope it keeps on going good for you. :)

Rodent said:
Sometimes I just want to be buried. To avoid ever having to listen to these people again.

Oh I hear ya on this.
 

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