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Bread said:
0CI355A said:
I wish I took guitar lessons. (d)

But you already rock on a massive scale. I think doing so would cause some sort of End of the World scenario. :p

You think I rock? Wait is that sarcasm.

Oh and Callie I wanna see (goo).
 
Thank you, Lady...

If u only knew who our duaughter is..then you might really understand how beautiful she is..cuz our doaghter is a chip off of the old block...
I must keep my duaghter's anonymity.

she called me first thing this morning to tell me how much she miises me....

Always nice to start off my day.
The little things she say and do...

Im like a kid counting down the days til xmas:p
 
I am thinking it's a sign
That the freckles in our eyes
Are mirror images and when we kiss
They're perfectly aligned
And I have to speculate
That God himself did make us
Into corresponding shapes
Like puzzle pieces from the clay.

:cool:

Bread said:
0CI355A said:
You think I rock? Wait is that sarcasm.

Rest assured, it's not. :) So far okay in my books, at least.

Nice backpedaling there, Bread :D
 
Kelsie called me today. She knows I love her very much and she calls to let me know shes okay.
I informed her that I was moving and with Kimberely's mom.
Kelsie was up set that I would nto love her. I raised Kelsie and love her as my own. Shes my baby duaghter as will always be.
Kelsie N I was separated not to our chioce. Just within this yrs she and had been able to reunited. I love her so much. She never had a daddy expect for me . I ve always honest with Kelsie and nevered keot anything from her...espoecailly my love for her.

Kelsie is my step duaghter. I riased her as a child.and love her as she is my own.
Kimberly is my biological duaghter..I didnt raise Kimberly.
I love all my girls....
The irony of my life.. The dymanic of it all and trying to see things from different perspective. To understand kimberly I must understand Kelsie.

and to also understand myself.
I too I'm a step child and never really knew my real father nor had I made any effort to contact him.
I always wanted to give Kelsie something I never had...A loving father or daddy.
I too will understand if Kimberly dosnt make an effort to form a relationship with me.
I guess I kind of understand my real father in a way. He had asked to see me but I havnt made any efforts.
 
Aww, dangit. Looks like the big job interview I've been so antsy about is a scam company selling highly overpriced Kirby-vacuum cleaners for the gullible and the elderly. Who the hell pays more than three thousand euros for a vacuum cleaner, anyway?

I'm a bit undecided if I should bother make the trip to the interview on friday. I had such high hopes. A proper job, I thought. :(
 
I want what I want and I want her now!
Im seriously falling in love her...I cant fucken sleep, I cant eat..I cant think staright..I cant sit still. I cant focus on my work. Im fucken going crazy. She seriously needs to get here to hold me so can mellow the fresia out..
 
Today my inline skates arrived. It was a very special moment for me. It was so special that I just created a spreadsheet to keep track of events like this. I should have had the camera on, recording video. For the first time ever, I wore inline skates! Not just that, I stood in them! I struggled with them, both physically and mentally. I believed that as a novice, falling could happen easily. It was like learning to ride a bike without training wheels for the first time. But it worked out surprisingly very well! I quickly got comfortable. I quickly dismissed any fear I had (really wasn't fearful but respected the fact that I was new to this). In less than 10 minutes, I had enough confidence to get up from sitting down (as if in shoes) and immediately start skating. This was around my living room floor about an hour or so ago.

I'm so excited! I've got them in a nice bag right now, and I'm going to order the other safety gear before I actually go outside to skate near the lake. I anticipate doing that on a nice day off when it's nice (60 deg or more) this month or next.
 
Now I am pretty sure I died back in June, 2001 and all of this has just been me living in Hell ever since. I am just waiting to wake up and see the Devil leering at me.

fresia.
 
Shes starts her drive here first thing in the morning. The joruney begins for our new lives. I need to pack.
Not in a million years did I ever thought of ttis happenng.
"Here comes my girl"...I used to play that song all the time when we were in HS.
 

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