Piki
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Hi I am new to this forum and this is my first post.
Alright so I just quit playing this highly addictive online game known as World of Warcraft (wow) 2 days ago. Before I played, I would go out on weekends and talk with my friends...but I stopped because I gave them up for this game.
But before I quit, I ignored my in-game friends(who were my only friends) when they tried to comfort me because I was acting strange in how I talked. However I still ignored them and deleted my characters,uninstalled the game,cancelled account,bash laptop (parents don't know yet, typing on my ipad) and change password to a random name.
My parents get mad at me for playing, and still think I do. I am bad at socializing (I always cut the conversation short.) My brother is in college so he's gone. I work at school from 7 in the morning and come back at 6:00 PM (I stay for student council and cheerleading.) But when I got home I would just play WoW, now I just run straight to my room and lay in my bed. And I keep dreaming of my online friends it's weird. I also have ADD and an addictive personality. Now I have no friends since I just gave my last ones up.
I even used to cut myself a few years ago and just started doing it again like a week ago. It feels good and makes me resist the temptation of gaming, although I have to keep my arms covered because if my parents find out I am going to get kicked out of the house (I'm 18 now.)
Taking exposed pictures of myself is another thing I do, but I think that's against the forum rules to talk about so I won't go in detail there.
So now that you somewhat know about my story, I would like help with a few things:
-How do I make my real life friends like me again?
-How do I get along with my parents?
-What else can I do as a hobby to pass time?
Thanks guys I hope to feel better soon
Alright so I just quit playing this highly addictive online game known as World of Warcraft (wow) 2 days ago. Before I played, I would go out on weekends and talk with my friends...but I stopped because I gave them up for this game.
But before I quit, I ignored my in-game friends(who were my only friends) when they tried to comfort me because I was acting strange in how I talked. However I still ignored them and deleted my characters,uninstalled the game,cancelled account,bash laptop (parents don't know yet, typing on my ipad) and change password to a random name.
My parents get mad at me for playing, and still think I do. I am bad at socializing (I always cut the conversation short.) My brother is in college so he's gone. I work at school from 7 in the morning and come back at 6:00 PM (I stay for student council and cheerleading.) But when I got home I would just play WoW, now I just run straight to my room and lay in my bed. And I keep dreaming of my online friends it's weird. I also have ADD and an addictive personality. Now I have no friends since I just gave my last ones up.
I even used to cut myself a few years ago and just started doing it again like a week ago. It feels good and makes me resist the temptation of gaming, although I have to keep my arms covered because if my parents find out I am going to get kicked out of the house (I'm 18 now.)
Taking exposed pictures of myself is another thing I do, but I think that's against the forum rules to talk about so I won't go in detail there.
So now that you somewhat know about my story, I would like help with a few things:
-How do I make my real life friends like me again?
-How do I get along with my parents?
-What else can I do as a hobby to pass time?
Thanks guys I hope to feel better soon