Musicalpsycho
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I'm sorry if this is in the wrong section, I wasn't sure where to put it.
A few years ago a good freind of mine (or so I thought) betrayed me to get in with another group of freinds. This led to bullying and harrassment from large numbers of people from school, from the people I knew outside school and some whom I'd never met before. Anyway, so I was completely isolated, but even a year or two after it stopped and most of the people have moved on I still feel isolated.
I spend more and more time at home watching TV, listening to music etc and keep telling myself that I don't need people, that there's some other source of motivation to get me through my A levels and on to university. But I can see now that we all need relationships, I've just left it so long that I'm completely alone. I decided today to change that, I'm just not sure how. I go to a guys' school which makes it more difficult to meet girls, I go to a youth group but they're all younger than me now. Where do I go? What can I do? How can I end this situation that makes me want to die every time I see a happy couple or a group of freinds?
Thankyou if you've bothered to read this far, it's just so unbearable now, I'm desparate for something, anything to make this better.
A few years ago a good freind of mine (or so I thought) betrayed me to get in with another group of freinds. This led to bullying and harrassment from large numbers of people from school, from the people I knew outside school and some whom I'd never met before. Anyway, so I was completely isolated, but even a year or two after it stopped and most of the people have moved on I still feel isolated.
I spend more and more time at home watching TV, listening to music etc and keep telling myself that I don't need people, that there's some other source of motivation to get me through my A levels and on to university. But I can see now that we all need relationships, I've just left it so long that I'm completely alone. I decided today to change that, I'm just not sure how. I go to a guys' school which makes it more difficult to meet girls, I go to a youth group but they're all younger than me now. Where do I go? What can I do? How can I end this situation that makes me want to die every time I see a happy couple or a group of freinds?
Thankyou if you've bothered to read this far, it's just so unbearable now, I'm desparate for something, anything to make this better.