Seriously, my self-esteem is practically non-existent, but as usual it magically comes back when I've had a drink or two. And 2 shots/drinks of something seems to be that magical place where it's not enough to impede your performance (at least not what I do on a daily basis - go to class and type whatever the prof says) but enough to maybe push you over that extra edge. Soooo...I'm thinking when fall semester starts and I go back for my 3rd year of college, I'll try this for a week or and go to class a tiny bit jollier than usual. Who knows, maybe I'll even be able to talk to somebody with the extra push. I'm not planning to become an alcoholic obviously, but I don't see how doing an experiment like this could hurt... Has anyone else tried anything like this? Am I seriously rationalizing alcoholism here? And why can't I find anything wrong with that? Wow I'm nuts. Ok thanks bye.