Bebeskii
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Okay today at school I had a very serious but short argument with my English teacher. She is 47 years old and from Canada. Okay, I've been very exhausted and stressed out lately due to my coming up exams. Getting into a very good university is imperative in life because it is going to change my life forever. Although I haven't taken my A-level exams yet, I'm applying to University of New South Wales, Australia. In order to apply, I needed some reference letters from 2 teachers. I asked my teacher, Rhonda, if she could write one for me. She said it is completely fine and wanted to know when I exactly needed that. I gave her two weeks to write and hoped she would do her best for me but the day after tomorrow she met me. She said it would be very harsh for her to write because of the way I'm attending her class at school. She told me to not get late, not to slack off, not to be quite at school. That sounded fine so I tried my best to get a good reference letter. I came over to her house for a conversation club and I was being so talk-active and did not get late. Last week she said my reference letter would be ready by next Monday. She hasn't given that to me even until now. Today, in order to catch up and meet her I tried to meet her 3 times but she was always with someone busy talking. Finally I met her in her classroom. I told her why is being reluctant. She told me she did not want to be dishonest with herself. Only what she could write about me is " Bebeskii is my student". That is all seriously. She thought it is wrong to write a reference letter for someone like me. She is always honest with herself and with the others. The truth is the most meaningful thing to her. While she was talking to me in that manner. I got an unexpected surge in anger and told her that writing that is only a matter of one hour and even If I make some serious mistakes or get kicked out of the university, nobody is going to chase after her and force her to take responsibilities. She still insisted that I'm someone who does not deserve to get a good one and had no willingness to do that. Oh crap, I wasted two weeks of time, and energy for nothing. I said to my teacher " Whatever, honeysuckle" then slammed the door VERY hard after listening to her carefully for a while. The way she is acted is very disrespectful for me. I do understand honesty is a crucial quality to have but how can she act like that for such a very little thing. I got her point of view but she has to understand her students. It is like she only cares about herself. (Snobbish) Nobody has ever been angry and said the truth to her. I guess I did something to write a history in my school. Probably there are some cultural differences but she broke my trust many months ago. I no longer respect her as a teacher but as a person. There have been some very important reasons why I was being some kind of inactive.
1. Other than english I had many exams to take this year. I needed to focus on them and spend much time.
2. What she teaches had almost nothing to with my IELTS examination.
She has helped me very poorly for my IELTS. ( It is a very important point why has lost her respect in her class )
3. I fail in the exams she gives. Huh she gives some words from the dictionary that I have never seen or even heard of. It is clear that she copied from the dictionary. Because the words would start with same letters for example Pr.... . This is not how she supposed to teach. Students' english levels are totally different. There are some certain words that students should learn at a particular level. Words she gives are proficiency level words.
4. The most importantly she never teaches before gives the students worthless exams and threaten by grades. She never teaches the words she is giving. She never taught Critical reading and literature. That is why her classes are too inefficient. This made me want to get late for her classes because I was already being busy with my other lessons.
Do you think a student who got the IELTS 7.5 is bad at English ? and look down on me but not on others. I'm a very well-mannered student besides I'm having my own battle with loneliness. I think my naive teachers, students , and the headmaster would team up with Rhonda. That is fine I don't feel guilty at all. I haven't done nothing wrong.
Okay today at school I had a very serious but short argument with my English teacher. She is 47 years old and from Canada. Okay, I've been very exhausted and stressed out lately due to my coming up exams. Getting into a very good university is imperative in life because it is going to change my life forever. Although I haven't taken my A-level exams yet, I'm applying to University of New South Wales, Australia. In order to apply, I needed some reference letters from 2 teachers. I asked my teacher, Rhonda, if she could write one for me. She said it is completely fine and wanted to know when I exactly needed that. I gave her two weeks to write and hoped she would do her best for me but the day after tomorrow she met me. She said it would be very harsh for her to write because of the way I'm attending her class at school. She told me to not get late, not to slack off, not to be quite at school. That sounded fine so I tried my best to get a good reference letter. I came over to her house for a conversation club and I was being so talk-active and did not get late. Last week she said my reference letter would be ready by next Monday. She hasn't given that to me even until now. Today, in order to catch up and meet her I tried to meet her 3 times but she was always with someone busy talking. Finally I met her in her classroom. I told her why is being reluctant. She told me she did not want to be dishonest with herself. Only what she could write about me is " Bebeskii is my student". That is all seriously. She thought it is wrong to write a reference letter for someone like me. She is always honest with herself and with the others. The truth is the most meaningful thing to her. While she was talking to me in that manner. I got an unexpected surge in anger and told her that writing that is only a matter of one hour and even If I make some serious mistakes or get kicked out of the university, nobody is going to chase after her and force her to take responsibilities. She still insisted that I'm someone who does not deserve to get a good one and had no willingness to do that. Oh crap, I wasted two weeks of time, and energy for nothing. I said to my teacher " Whatever, honeysuckle" then slammed the door VERY hard after listening to her carefully for a while. The way she is acted is very disrespectful for me. I do understand honesty is a crucial quality to have but how can she act like that for such a very little thing. I got her point of view but she has to understand her students. It is like she only cares about herself. (Snobbish) Nobody has ever been angry and said the truth to her. I guess I did something to write a history in my school. Probably there are some cultural differences but she broke my trust many months ago. I no longer respect her as a teacher but as a person. There have been some very important reasons why I was being some kind of inactive.
1. Other than english I had many exams to take this year. I needed to focus on them and spend much time.
2. What she teaches had almost nothing to with my IELTS examination.
She has helped me very poorly for my IELTS. ( It is a very important point why has lost her respect in her class )
3. I fail in the exams she gives. Huh she gives some words from the dictionary that I have never seen or even heard of. It is clear that she copied from the dictionary. Because the words would start with same letters for example Pr.... . This is not how she supposed to teach. Students' english levels are totally different. There are some certain words that students should learn at a particular level. Words she gives are proficiency level words.
4. The most importantly she never teaches before gives the students worthless exams and threaten by grades. She never teaches the words she is giving. She never taught Critical reading and literature. That is why her classes are too inefficient. This made me want to get late for her classes because I was already being busy with my other lessons.
Do you think a student who got the IELTS 7.5 is bad at English ? and look down on me but not on others. I'm a very well-mannered student besides I'm having my own battle with loneliness. I think my naive teachers, students , and the headmaster would team up with Rhonda. That is fine I don't feel guilty at all. I haven't done nothing wrong.