FullMetalPhantom
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I've been doing alot of thinking lately; i'm in high school and all i can see are fake people. Even my friends and boyfriend i fear are walking down the path of fakeness. I feel like the atmosphere of the world we live in to day is sucking away all my individuality and turning me into one of THEM. I want to have my own ideas and live my own life; but it's almost like they're forceing me to be something i'm not just so i don't get left behind.
Sometimes i just want to end it all; countless suicide plans have rolled through my mind. some of them are so perfect that they are frighting. It's not that i want to die; it's just that sometimes it seems like the only way out of this disgustingly conformist world we live in.
How can i live and breath in a world that seems dead set on destroying me anyway it can? I feel so lost and confused i don't know what to do with my life anymore.
Sometimes i just want to end it all; countless suicide plans have rolled through my mind. some of them are so perfect that they are frighting. It's not that i want to die; it's just that sometimes it seems like the only way out of this disgustingly conformist world we live in.
How can i live and breath in a world that seems dead set on destroying me anyway it can? I feel so lost and confused i don't know what to do with my life anymore.