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Krossknife
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Lately I am becomeing more and more robotic, just giving up on my hopes and working more and more overtime..I used to wanted to be home or go out or do something but now everything just has lost its zest to me.. I guess I am just fizzling out. My heart is still hearting and aching for a companion but all I ever get is ppl who never want to get past the shallow skin on my body, no indepth conv, no intersest in anything I do and all they care about is getting laid..I never thought I would ever say this but I dont want sex I want the other part of me that is roaming this world and I want it back! I cannot believe on how dull I am becomeing and it is scaring me..I am losing my very being here. Oh how I long for the winter and the cold night sky its the only time when I feel I am not alone...
