Hey, I'm Xaldin. I don't understand why sometimes I can't help lying in bed and rolling around feeling like I'll never be consolable. I cry nearly constantly and my LDR girlfriend is getting really sad about it (we've been together for 7 months). I'm meeting my psychiatrist on next Tuesday but I don't even know what's wrong with me. I have anxiety problems and obviously I'm depressed but I can't help feeling that something more is wrong.... Like I'm a fundamentally incorrect human being. Like everyone else is better than me. I can't help feeling how I do and then I go and chase everyone off because I don't want to bring them down with me which only causes me to feel more alone... Anyone out there who understands?