Recent content by cryingcloud

I am in your same boat! It's a bummer...I have been trying to keep my self busy with little updates to the place...personalizing it and such...My dog also keeps my company...but having no friends really gets to me most times :(

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I don't mean suicide, I'm not talking about death. I'm talking about wishing I was never born...obviously I was, and now have no choice but to press forward...but it sucks...I don't want to, I want to quit. When it rains, it pours, and it's been pouring a lot lately. I'm 21, and have never...

Thank you! I've read a lot of good advice so far, but I really don't want to change him as a person, he's a a great person. I just thought that as boyfriend/girlfriend that he shouldn't feel obligated to introduce me to his parents or friends, or to be around my parents or friends. I don't think...

I just want to give a thanks in advance to whomever reads this entire story and gives their input, because I truly and sincerely appreciate everyone thoughts and opinions. If anyone reading now has seen previous post of mine, you already know that I have terrible troubles with building...

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Nothing was set in stone, It was just an idea...I'm considering our past and it makes me doubtful. That's why I wanted some opinions.

Yes I know, I often get that question. In general, I have a hard time letting go of people that have been a significant part of my life, but she really has been there for me when I've needed her in the past. She's one of the very few people that I can be myself around. She knows all of me...

So about 5 or so months ago, me and my long term "best" friend went through a series of arguments until we cracked. We eventually put it behind us (with no apologies) and are still friends. One of our many arguments happened when we planned to go to a concert on a beach a few hours away from us...

I'm a she :) But you are right! See the comment below yours. The "demon" is the force that seems to keep people from caring about me, as if something was cutting between me and someone else, pushing them away, it's not a behavioral issue. It's bad luck.

Please people, opinions are goooooood... :/ please reply....

In my 20 years on this planet, I have one continuous problem, a demon of some sort that won't leave me alone. By this I mean, it's as if something has been blocking me from building relationships...with anyone. Currently, I'm mainly associated with 3 people, My "best friend," my...friend...

Yes, paragraphs seem to be a big deal indeed. I'll have to work on that.

Yeah, you're a pretty good guesser. I guess a lot of 20 year old's use "lol" repeatedly, since you seem to be judging by statistics. Welp, next time I'll put aside my rants for a moment and make sure I have paragraphs since apparently it's detrimental to most. I mean, I wouldn't want anyone to...

It's funny, (and by funny I mean...not really funny) that a post of mine from months ago has been getting more attention, but this one hasn't...hmm....