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I posted this in another thread, but it was off-topic to that particular thread, so this will be a new thread. I should add that a user named "cheaptrickfan", who is now known as "tangerinedream" was part of the mess that eventually got Eris to leave. It seems like those who openly state that...

It seems like no matter what anyone says, what I read, what I think, what I say... my depression just persists. Day after day. Year after year. I've been living alone for about three years, no friends, hardly any family that gives a ****, I'm just living from one disability check to another. I...

I'm doing this out of the kindness of my heart, as I personally have no trouble finding what kind of music I want thanks to the extensive underground scenes. Here you go. I hope you find some enlightenment from this. http://www.bombhiphop.com/newbomb/bombpages/linernotes.html

I am thinking about moving sometime before this year ends, but it seems really daunting for me to look up places, to pack up, and move into a place unknown. I feel like I need some guidance as to where to even start. I know that paradise does not exist, but surely, something more suited to me...

http://www.cracked.com/blog/5-reasons-life-actually-does-get-better/ Here's a somewhat humorous, yet a very insightful article about why your life will get better, especially if you work at it. I'm not sure if it may help me, but maybe it will help someone else on here.

More than a year ago, I was sitting in my apartment, suffering from a lot of depression and loneliness. Wasn't able to concentrate on anything productive. Just screwed up in the head. (I am 6 feet, 2 inches tall. And I weighed 215 lbs.) I went to a mental health clinic for treatment. They...

After years of depression, nothing seems to change. Negative emotions like sadness, anger, hate, hopelessness, self-pity, etc. most of the time, with just bits of happiness sometimes. I'm not in the best of circumstances right now, with no car, no license, no one to teach me how to drive, no...

One of the reasons I left this site is because of the loading times. It's slow and feels so arbitrary. Browsing is a pain in the keister because every time I click on something, I have to wait about 10 or 20 seconds for it to even start loading. A lot of the times, the requests time out. This is...

The Temple Grandin presentation happened today at my community college. She wasn't there, it was just a bunch of bullshit and a showing of that HBO movie. I had to be in class while it was going on, anyways... But I have to say, I'm very upset by this. If I didn't have to be in class, then I...

I have been getting these bad dreams every other night and having these fears. You see, during almost all of my childhood, I was stuck in a house in the middle of nowhere, with two deadbeat parents (dad left when I was 16-17). I dropped out of school in 8th grade, due to not being able to cope...

It seems to me that socialization is paramount in almost everywhere you go. This isn't as apparent when you're going to put your check in the bank or paying the bills, but when it comes to places of education, recreation, shopping, tourism, whatever, by far the most important part of the...

I have just about given up on video games because I cannot play any game for more than a few minutes without becoming bored. I have no interest in reading or watching TV or anything. This depression really hurts me. All I can do is sit around and do nothing but eat, drink, and listen to music...

I only have about two people I talk to on MSN. I need more than that, since I'm usually bored and lonely. I probably won't be the most interesting person to talk to, but I am willing to talk about almost anything. Be warned that I might seem a little odd or rude, but I always try to be nice to...

I am autistic and I have to say that I hate the autism community on the Internet. You want to know why? Because it's full of selfish ******** and their friends who rules the various forums and their membership with an iron fist. They will only accept those who "fit in" and make sure those who...

A few weeks ago, out of curiosity, I tried alcohol. I like the feeling I get from 2 cans of beer worth of alcohol, but not much more. I have been taking Zoloft and Abilify for several months, to no result. I recently got switched over to Citalopram or whatever it's called. But since discovering...

I have Asperger's Syndrome and ADHD, I'm practically a manbaby when it comes to both socializing in both real life and on the Internet. I feel like I have been rejected from most autism forums, because I'm different from even autistic people, I believe. I am quite lonesome because I have only...