Drake said:
Yeah I remember that too, and apologized for it numerous times. I'm glad you only took her side of the story though Nal, considering I thought we were close. Also I don't appreciate you posting this in an open forum when it has literally nothing to do with what I'm talking about.
Drake, I posted a very generalized senario. No names were mentioned.
What I said had nothing to do with taking sides. It was about behavior and friendship. It did have something to do with your post.
Drake said:
Is it possible I've screwed up too many times on this site and that's why? If so, I will truly never fit in anywhere, especially when I dont even know who I am.
Look at what you tell yourself. You will never fit in anywhere IF you have screwed up too many times on this site. The two things have nothing to do with each other. You wanted to know why people don't talk to you. I offered you something to think about. Forget about right and wrong or sides. You have to change your life or you will always have the same problems. You are playing a part in this, so don't be mad at other people for staying away. Talking to you can be like emotional whiplash sometimes. Your moods swing and it's hard to know what to expect. That doesn't mean your a bad person, it means you need to change some things about yourself so you can get what you need- close friendships. You have to be what you want in a friend. The thing about friends is that they freely offer friendship.
It's a gift, not a moral obligation. You can't abuse what is given or take it lightly.
I'm constantly ruining good things and taking them for granted, yet I dont know how to stop it, I'm just an ungrateful person. sincerly yours, Chris_3
It's up to you to change. You have the power to do that. Stop beating yourself up and become proactive in what you want. You can either seek councelling to get the tools you need or continue on this path that isn't working for you. What will you chose?