Always too shy to say just Hi

[Lonesome Crow]

sounds like you have nothing in common with anybody from here. You are nothing like us. We don't get attention from women. They don't hit on us or find us sexually attractive. At very best we get put in the friend zone. We make massive amounts of effort and get nothing back.

Women don't approach me at all. It's never happened ever. I have never messed an opportunity up because it's never happened. A few women have asked me for directions and sometimes women are trying to sell me something but that's it.

Sounds like it...to some people maybe.

I guess not everyone gose through this.....
The reason why i needed to get away from all that bullshit was...
A couple days prior to that road trip...My duaghter Jordan was borned. i had to sneak into the hospital just to hold my child
becuase my ex-wf and I were saperated.
I held Jordan for the first time in my life. it was suppost to be
the happiest moment in my life...and it was.
I took Jordan to Michelle my wife.
Michelle just cried and told me she loves me very much
as she held Jordan.
It was peaceful like that for an hour.
Until my in laws walked in.( in laws are total biggots).

All i wanted to do was be with my wife and baby...
but I wasnt allowed to becuase my inlaws
blockes all contact between Michelle and I and would do anything
to break our marriage.

I had to get away from all that fucken hatred.....
I took a bus ride back home to CA.....to the san siego sea.

Having a HoneyMoon wtih someone that wasnt your wife implies
that I bascailly cheated or had an affair on my wife...Putter
You should had seen the look on the mother's face when I brought that girl home to visit my parents.lol


of course..you already know...My exwf asked me out too.
To get back at her parents, forbidden love....idk
Its all part of the love, passion and romance.
[youtube]7-Dg5GC5XC0[/youtube]

" i'll tell you a secret."
"The gods envy us...They envy us becuase we are mortals"
"Any moment might be our last...Everything is more beautiful becuase we are doomed"
" you will never be lovier than you are now. We will never be here again"
[youtube]2_5ayprT6LM[/youtube]

 

[putter65]

sounds like you have nothing in common with anybody from here. You are nothing like us. We don't get attention from women. They don't hit on us or find us sexually attractive. At very best we get put in the friend zone. We make massive amounts of effort and get nothing back.

Women don't approach me at all. It's never happened ever. I have never messed an opportunity up because it's never happened. A few women have asked me for directions and sometimes women are trying to sell me something but that's it.

Sounds like it...to some people maybe.

I guess not everyone gose through this.....
The reason why i needed to get away from all that bullshit was...
A couple days prior to that road trip...My duaghter Jordan was borned. i had to sneak into the hospital just to hold my child
becuase my ex-wf and I were saperated.
I held Jordan for the first time in my life. it was suppost to be
the happiest moment in my life...and it was.
I took Jordan to Michelle my wife.
Michelle just cried and told me she loves me very much
as she held Jordan.
It was peaceful like that for an hour.
Until my in laws walked in.( in laws are total biggots).

All i wanted to do was be with my wife and baby...
but I wasnt allowed to becuase my inlaws
blockes all contact between Michelle and I and would do anything
to break our marriage.

I had to get away from all that fucken hatred.....
I took a bus ride back home to CA.....to the san siego sea.

Having a HoneyMoon wtih someone that wasnt your wife implies
that I bascailly cheated or had an affair on my wife...Putter
You should had seen the look on the mother's face when I brought that girl home to visit my parents.lol


of course..you already know...My exwf asked me out too.
To get back at her parents, forbidden love....idk
Its all part of the love, passion and romance.
[youtube]7-Dg5GC5XC0[/youtube]

" i'll tell you a secret."
"The gods envy us...They envy us becuase we are mortals"
"Any moment might be our last...Everything is more beautiful becuase we are doomed"
" you will never be lovier than you are now. We will never be here again"
[youtube]2_5ayprT6LM[/youtube]

I'm not saying your life is perfect just because women like you, I can imagine that can brings problems too. Loads of them ! Your dealing with things I have never had to deal with. Who to be with ? Shall I leave her ? etc - sounds like mountains of stress !

Alot of the time when I'm thinking about asking a woman out - I have this inner voice saying 'do you really want this ?' - 'why not just keep your life the same ? It's allright ! - it takes alot of thought for me to actually do anything.

My life could turn upside down in the next 2 weeks. So I'm very stressed at the minute. Is this better than having nothing important happening in my life ? I don't know ?

 

[Lonesome Crow]

I'm not saying your life is perfect just because women like you, I can imagine that can brings problems too. Loads of them ! Your dealing with things I have never had to deal with. Who to be with ? Shall I leave her ? etc - sounds like mountains of stress !

Alot of the time when I'm thinking about asking a woman out - I have this inner voice saying 'do you really want this ?' - 'why not just keep your life the same ? It's allright ! - it takes alot of thought for me to actually do anything.

My life could turn upside down in the next 2 weeks. So I'm very stressed at the minute. Is this better than having nothing important happening in my life ? I don't know ?

I know it might sound odd....
But my biggest thing and focus is not with WOMEN at the moment.
It's with my daughther KIMI. The relationship I have with her.
I have to tread gently in everything I do with her. There's just
been so much hurted. I cant bare to know my daughter is in pains.
I rather be her father and always be there for her even if it means
I dont get involve with another woman in my life again.....

Women had come and gone in my life...But Kimi my only
baby daughter. There's only one of her. She means the world to me.
The girl on my avitar..Thats why she's there. I love her more than life itself.

No...I dont have problems getting women....
I have major challenges when it comes to Kimi.
My life is wierd like that.....

 

[Romantic_Flower]

yeah yeah. Try just smiling at the person. A smile can sa more than words.

 

[MadMonkè]

is this what you wisper into her ears?

" i'll tell you a secret."
"The gods envy us...They envy us becuase we are mortals"
"Any moment might be our last...Everything is more beautiful becuase we are doomed"
" you will never be lovier than you are now. We will never be here again"

LOL XD

 

[Ox Blood]

This has been happening to me quite a bit... People say "Hi", and I just can't seem to get it together, even if just to spit out a "Hello", in return. My mind goes blank.

It almost feels like I'm forgetting how to socialize.