I'm finally doing the things I need to get functional again.
I went to my primary physician,and spoke with him about my lonliness/depression.
He divulged to me that he had to stand up to his unsupportive father at the age of 30.
I also told him I'm kind of the outcast at school; and he told me he used to hang out with the nerds,and, yeah,I could totally see it. We kind of shared a silent moment,staring at each other. I think he pretty much knew I that I am kind of the dorky,artistic type.
He gave me a referal to see a psychiatrist. He also said something to my mother,on his way out,as the office closed. She scalded me for talking to him about my depression and disregarded professional help saying hers[help] was more valuable than theirs...she's done it for years and I'm suffering because of it. I'm trying to change all that.
I'm also making the change as far as physical activity goes and investing in a bike.
I'm also applying new places to work,as the job I currently have is volatile and more stressful than I should have to deal with in my condition...
I have my eye set on someone locally,but I know with anything relationships take time and they're not instantaneous. So,I'll wait for something to develop,if it ever does.
I went to my primary physician,and spoke with him about my lonliness/depression.
He divulged to me that he had to stand up to his unsupportive father at the age of 30.
I also told him I'm kind of the outcast at school; and he told me he used to hang out with the nerds,and, yeah,I could totally see it. We kind of shared a silent moment,staring at each other. I think he pretty much knew I that I am kind of the dorky,artistic type.
He gave me a referal to see a psychiatrist. He also said something to my mother,on his way out,as the office closed. She scalded me for talking to him about my depression and disregarded professional help saying hers[help] was more valuable than theirs...she's done it for years and I'm suffering because of it. I'm trying to change all that.
I'm also making the change as far as physical activity goes and investing in a bike.
I'm also applying new places to work,as the job I currently have is volatile and more stressful than I should have to deal with in my condition...
I have my eye set on someone locally,but I know with anything relationships take time and they're not instantaneous. So,I'll wait for something to develop,if it ever does.