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Luna
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Rejected, rejected, rejected...
Now...the whole "His loss blahblahblah/ I'm too good for him" is what I've been carrying on, when rejected.
Sadly enough, I can't fool myself into truly believing that.
I don't believe in "the one" and I don't believe everyone will ever have success at dating.
I just should give up all hope for male companionship.
Gave up on women a long time ago because the whole lot of them in my city act like s***ks.
I try not to think positive or set up expectations too high, otherwise...I'll crash and burn even harder.
So if anything good DOES happen, I'm amazingly surprised.
I just need to learn though...on how to prepare myself for the future.
I will continue to be rejected; I'm **** unattractive...have no money for plastic surgery as of yet.
Even plastic surgery has its limits, so I don't really know what to do with my face.
Honestly...I don't believe any man would ever want to have a long-term relationship with me.
I'll probably die a virgin because I can't separate my emotions and sex.
Being messed and chucked would just burn me even more, so I do not give my trust easily.
But no worries, it's not like anyone wants my trust anyway.
I hate whining - thanks to those who tolerate my posts, but I just feel so ******* lonely. I woke up at 3am and have not yet gone to bed.
I just long to know what it feels like to be loved...and to not always feel the disgust of others.
Now...the whole "His loss blahblahblah/ I'm too good for him" is what I've been carrying on, when rejected.
Sadly enough, I can't fool myself into truly believing that.
I don't believe in "the one" and I don't believe everyone will ever have success at dating.
I just should give up all hope for male companionship.
Gave up on women a long time ago because the whole lot of them in my city act like s***ks.
I try not to think positive or set up expectations too high, otherwise...I'll crash and burn even harder.
So if anything good DOES happen, I'm amazingly surprised.
I just need to learn though...on how to prepare myself for the future.
I will continue to be rejected; I'm **** unattractive...have no money for plastic surgery as of yet.
Even plastic surgery has its limits, so I don't really know what to do with my face.
Honestly...I don't believe any man would ever want to have a long-term relationship with me.
I'll probably die a virgin because I can't separate my emotions and sex.
Being messed and chucked would just burn me even more, so I do not give my trust easily.
But no worries, it's not like anyone wants my trust anyway.
I hate whining - thanks to those who tolerate my posts, but I just feel so ******* lonely. I woke up at 3am and have not yet gone to bed.
I just long to know what it feels like to be loved...and to not always feel the disgust of others.