sunstillsleeps
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Hey. Im new.
So my story is that I started college in a new state. I felt really lonely and I kinda just started dating a guy who liked me a week into school. I never was allowed to date in high school so I was really excited about it. However my parents would never approve cause he was a different race than me. So we dated for 4 years (until he got this bachelor's degree). We don't really see each other over summers because my parents never knew. Anyway, I knew it wasn't working out for awhile (not only about the race thing but because i didn't love him) but I didn't really admit it to myself until recently. I broke up with him this summer (summer after he graduated).
Now I am back at school (im in a program with the same kids for 6 yrs). I feel so alone. I never developed the friendships I should have. I spent all my time with the same guy when I was at school (24/7). Now I am all alone and depressed. I don't know what to do. Its too late to build new friendships since everyone knows each other already.
So my story is that I started college in a new state. I felt really lonely and I kinda just started dating a guy who liked me a week into school. I never was allowed to date in high school so I was really excited about it. However my parents would never approve cause he was a different race than me. So we dated for 4 years (until he got this bachelor's degree). We don't really see each other over summers because my parents never knew. Anyway, I knew it wasn't working out for awhile (not only about the race thing but because i didn't love him) but I didn't really admit it to myself until recently. I broke up with him this summer (summer after he graduated).
Now I am back at school (im in a program with the same kids for 6 yrs). I feel so alone. I never developed the friendships I should have. I spent all my time with the same guy when I was at school (24/7). Now I am all alone and depressed. I don't know what to do. Its too late to build new friendships since everyone knows each other already.