I felt as if I was part of something today. I felt happy ALL day. I figured the worst was over.
No. It's not. I'm super frustrated. I made progress today. It should mean, perhaps, I am getting over the lonely feeling that's bothering me all the time and has been since I was a young child. Time. I need time, but I don't want to offer up anymore ******* time! Time is precious. I won't ever get another chance to do certain things. I won't get another chance to feel a certain way. I've already given up so much. I'm ready for complete and total change, but I fear it won't be happening for a while. Knowing this is extremely bothersome and I feel my heartbeat racing with anxiety. I'm ready to move on already!
Is anyone out there as frustrated as I am currently?
No. It's not. I'm super frustrated. I made progress today. It should mean, perhaps, I am getting over the lonely feeling that's bothering me all the time and has been since I was a young child. Time. I need time, but I don't want to offer up anymore ******* time! Time is precious. I won't ever get another chance to do certain things. I won't get another chance to feel a certain way. I've already given up so much. I'm ready for complete and total change, but I fear it won't be happening for a while. Knowing this is extremely bothersome and I feel my heartbeat racing with anxiety. I'm ready to move on already!
Is anyone out there as frustrated as I am currently?