SadMachine
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Hello All,
So, I yesterday took a decision for myself and also so that I remember this decision, I made a emblem kind of thing.
So, I am normally kind and optimist and full of positiveness. But, everyone takes advantage of my goodness and I am fed up of this. I am fed up of being lonely, I am fed up of being hated, loathed. Fed up of this immense pain. So, the inner demon awakened inside me. I dont want to be good anymore if all I get is Pain and bad things in return. So, I will be bad now. I always thought, "It is better to be hurt that hurt others". Now, If you hurt me I will double hurt you. I will annihilate everyone who dares do anything bad to me. So, to remember this decision, I took a knife and cut across my left hand. 3 long lines and then cuts along the hand, not lines. They wont heal easily, and even if they heal, they lines will be there.
So, what do you think about this decision? What would you do if you were in my shoes?
So, I yesterday took a decision for myself and also so that I remember this decision, I made a emblem kind of thing.
So, I am normally kind and optimist and full of positiveness. But, everyone takes advantage of my goodness and I am fed up of this. I am fed up of being lonely, I am fed up of being hated, loathed. Fed up of this immense pain. So, the inner demon awakened inside me. I dont want to be good anymore if all I get is Pain and bad things in return. So, I will be bad now. I always thought, "It is better to be hurt that hurt others". Now, If you hurt me I will double hurt you. I will annihilate everyone who dares do anything bad to me. So, to remember this decision, I took a knife and cut across my left hand. 3 long lines and then cuts along the hand, not lines. They wont heal easily, and even if they heal, they lines will be there.
So, what do you think about this decision? What would you do if you were in my shoes?