So to start off, i don't feel as lonely as i used to. I have really good friends, I do make friends easily, for the most part people like being around me.
However It's been a long time since I had a girlfriend, or actually dated.
So anyway, I was hanging with my two buddies (One's engaged and the other basically engaged lol) and there SO's were drunk, telling me about this girl they want to hook me up with.. But the more they talked, the less i want to meet this girl. Now a few month's later, with it all being talked up, i really Don't want to meet her, and i don't know why..
I met her once briefly and she seemed shy, but that's ok. She seemed cute as we'll. So how come my brain would rather think of excuses than try and meet this girl? I've never thought of myself as a coward.. I had a crush many moons ago i asked out (She said no) but it felt liberating, not the other way around. So why now, am i afraid to even meet someone?
Sorry if my thought's are all jumbled up. I feel very confused today.
However It's been a long time since I had a girlfriend, or actually dated.
So anyway, I was hanging with my two buddies (One's engaged and the other basically engaged lol) and there SO's were drunk, telling me about this girl they want to hook me up with.. But the more they talked, the less i want to meet this girl. Now a few month's later, with it all being talked up, i really Don't want to meet her, and i don't know why..
I met her once briefly and she seemed shy, but that's ok. She seemed cute as we'll. So how come my brain would rather think of excuses than try and meet this girl? I've never thought of myself as a coward.. I had a crush many moons ago i asked out (She said no) but it felt liberating, not the other way around. So why now, am i afraid to even meet someone?
Sorry if my thought's are all jumbled up. I feel very confused today.