I felt lonely as a child owing to having aspergers and not having siblings, then I had a couple of years in my late teens when I had no friends at all and when I entered the mental health system. However, I think that my bone deep loneliness really began when I was at university in my mid twenties. It felt that everyone suddenly saw me as this super brilliant person with no needs or feelings who was destined for a life of achievment. Inside all I wanted was to get married and have a family, but it seemed that everyone wanted to push me into living a life I was completely unsuited for emotionally and psychologically.
I am wondering if anyone here can pinpoint when things went off the rails for them and loneliness set in?
I am wondering if anyone here can pinpoint when things went off the rails for them and loneliness set in?