Recent content by AL_23

I'm glad you mentioned experience because I've been thinking about my anxieties and its seems that with experience comes knowledge/understanding and confidence. Thinking about being in a relationship and hopefully one day being a father definately motivates me. Its one thing that keeps pushing...

Thats something I'm concerned about because I do tend to see the worst in myself and although I am intending on improving I could spend a lifetime doing so and miss out on so much but I find it so hard to embrace myself and all the wrong choices that have led me to where I am now. I wish I could...

There's a girl I like and unlike most people who probably pursue and either get rejected or get the girl, I on the other hand tell myself she will not like me if she were to get to know me and so I never really make the effort in pursuing the girl but continue to want her nonetheless. The reason...

......I forgot what I was thinking now :D

OMG how have I just noticed this thread :P Here I was sitting at my computer after a pretty miserable day feeling sorry for myself and now I have a smile on my face. Good leads to good. Its really easy to get absorbed in personal issues and forget to just live. That man still has a chance to...

Thanks :cool:

My favourite band.... [video=youtube]

Yes. Its the side of me that wants to put the effort in to "making a life" for myself. I don't know how far it will go to achieve its goal!

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Short term goals: Improve my health (being healthy will improve my self-esteem and will increase my confidence. And I will look better, increasing my chances of getting a girlfriend). Get a secure job (Will then have stable income which will reduce stress and anxiety. And then I will have money...

I love George Carlin. I now have all of his HBO specials and am slowly making my way through them. I don't think he did come to the UK which is a shame. [video=youtube]

I agree, I've befriended mine before and it only brought me down and held me there and everytime I fought it and loosened its grip I would resurface less illumined. It wasn't until I consciously decided to fight that I had more light in my life. As little as it is its more than it was and I...

13 years, **** :(