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Anyone know?

Well everyone never mind then because it's all over. She's trying to find a place to go to now. And yes. It hurts more the second time seeing her leave because there is no chance to be with her. You can't make someone love you. fresia 2010. Worst year of my life thus far. I feel like I'm not good...

Thanks ALL. You always know what to say.

Thought I wouldn't need to come back and spill my guts here but here I am. It's because I was happy for a while. See I had split up with my wife because of relationship issues (if you want the full story you can search) and after a couple of months of being away we finally got back together. At...

Moving soon. To Jersey Shore, PA hopefully for good. Trying to get closer to my girlfriend. She'll be 30 minutes away but that's still plenty far. I'm pretty much completely alone after my divorce. Nothing's the same. I've never quite felt so stuck within my own head. I have a great girlfriend...

It's always on my mind. Afraid to live and die alone but here I am living it. I hate it.

Very probably anyway. I'll know no one D: Anyone wanna be friends <w<?

I use Facebook anyway. My myspace was always dead. Feel free to look up a "Caleb Dardar" and I'll add you no matter who you are o: Shuddup about my name <.<

Drunk.

It's only sorta like that. I feel special that I'm her reason but yeah...I'm in love with her because I love her <3 Thanks for the insight anyway, Mysis.

I'm not that special someone but dammit let's do this! I'm pumped D:<! Let's do something life changing/ruining xD

She says I'm the only reason she's still around. You don't even know what that does to me inside when she gets like that. But yeah. I thought I was doing good.

Yeah. Her family and her are doing that. I can see why she's tried so much. Still though. I have a handful of meaningful people in my life that even bother to talk to me anymore. She's at the center and...yeah. Idk. It hurts. Not being able to do anything. She's alright apparently. Still kills...

She's constantly trying to kill herself. I don't even know if she'll make it this time. I've convinced her to go to the hospital a few hours later after she finally told me that she tried to OD today. I'm a mess right now. Still waiting for her to tell me she's alright. I feel sick to my stomach.

Suffer <.< and wait until someone notices me/talks to me.