Recent content by CM Vader

BORED.

Just not getting a break atm.

The bad karma is still coming my way.

Some of the stuff I did. Set fire on books. Usually sent out of my classes, had my "special" room for Geography. Bullied the quiet lads. Kicked out of French GCSE altogether. Swore at teachers, made it hard for them to teach my class. My English teacher didn't want me in the class for a long...

I was terrible in school. Rebel without a cause. I got suspended four times, should've been expelled. Some of the stuff I did was utterly cringeworthy looking back.

Haha, I wish I was a woman sometimes. TOO EASY for them.

I'd be happy with one date, nevermind four!

I think about it the more this year has gone on tbh.

Fair play to you. I've been jobless since April so I've been hitting the bottle more often than not. Going out is the only thing I do. I play football as well, try to do it three times a week. Are there such programmes in the UK? I wouldn't say I'm an alcoholic if I'm being serious but I do...

What is the secret? And what do you do in your spare time without drink? I sound like a proper alcoholic lol.

I've done the whole going out thing now. I'm 25 and my hangovers are dreadful nowadays. When I was with my ex I didn't miss going out at all. I obviously went out but I didn't go out to "get wasted". It was good. But now I have nothing else to do I need something to fill the void so to speak...

Spot on. That's what women do anyway though.

I can hear a BBQ outside, people laughing etc. A few of my friends are out but I've got no money. I'd love some female company now but that's not happening. So I'm stuck here in my bedroom drinking alone. Awful eh.

I've tried the online dating thing. Must've got around five numbers from there but once it's got around to meeting them, they bottle it. Think some women just enjoy the small talk and attention. Frustrating. I'm doing everything right I think?

Thinking that I'm on a real bad run of karma atm. Can't get a job anywhere, starting to think something is against me. And girls seem repulsed at me too. This year has been appalling tbh.