Recent content by cubycue

Thinking how much I really need money right now

well, I believe there'll be judgement after this life and there's heaven and hell, so best to belive in God and go to Heaven that suffer here and still go to hell. No I don't fear death, just don't want to suffer before going. watched my mum suffer in pain before she died and can't get over it

dinner with close friends always works for me

Don't be sad, there are people out there who are living in worse situations you can't even imagine. Live everyday as it comes, look for a job no matter how little/menial it is, it will keep you busy and you meet people... My life is similar to yours except i'm much older :( things are more...

Hope you used condoms. Knock yourself out. Sex doesn't work for me

dunno, but everyone here keeps saying its the end of the world since someone/some people already said the world will end May 21st. whatever! Just feel sorry for the birds

Hey thats too hash!!!! Try being black and add all the other things to it. You're in america? have fun, I'm in a country where everyone looks like an elephant and I'm so skinny with flat bum and no hips its miserable I get looks and wispers each time I move around.... just live your life and...

I've thought about suicide too many times....I haven't done it for two reasons: one- because something tells me things will get better for me though I don't see it coming at 32 secondly- I'm scared because christians say if you commit suicide here you'll go straight to hell and suffer again So...