Crying is a huge thing with me because it makes me feel weak and vulnerable. It scares me and I do get embarrassed by it as well.. I really, really can't let anyone see me cry.. I do have a sort of online therapist - it is helping a bit. There isn't any person who I can turn to for help, which I...
I think it's everything.. I thought I was a bit better today, but I'm not. I can't let anyone see me like this. I feel so alone and Im scared of the future. Im really not a strong person. I keep feeling Im having panic attacks, I wish i could just hide away
Ladyforsaken and ahaikulite, thanks both of yyou for the encouragemment but i really dont have any confidence right now, nothing.. im so unhappy, im intears all the time, even now. i cant cope at the moment,i dont know what to do
Thank-you for the messages.. It's been a rough few days and I've felt really down. I try not to let myself get that bad, but sometimes it's inevitable.. Meeting others would definitely help, but shyness dictates me.. just as much as no self-confidence..
Thank-you, although how much I'd be able to do I don't know. I have absolutely zero confidence,. I never had very much confidence to start with, but now it's all gone. It makes me feel so alone, but at the same time I can't stand the thought of being with people. It's only now that I have had...