Crying is a huge thing with me because it makes me feel weak and vulnerable. It scares me and I do get embarrassed by it as well.. I really, really can't let anyone see me cry.. I do have a sort of online therapist - it is helping a bit. There isn't any person who I can turn to for help, which I...
I think it's everything.. I thought I was a bit better today, but I'm not. I can't let anyone see me like this. I feel so alone and Im scared of the future. Im really not a strong person. I keep feeling Im having panic attacks, I wish i could just hide away
Ladyforsaken and ahaikulite, thanks both of yyou for the encouragemment but i really dont have any confidence right now, nothing.. im so unhappy, im intears all the time, even now. i cant cope at the moment,i dont know what to do
Thank-you for the messages.. It's been a rough few days and I've felt really down. I try not to let myself get that bad, but sometimes it's inevitable.. Meeting others would definitely help, but shyness dictates me.. just as much as no self-confidence..
Thank-you, although how much I'd be able to do I don't know. I have absolutely zero confidence,. I never had very much confidence to start with, but now it's all gone. It makes me feel so alone, but at the same time I can't stand the thought of being with people. It's only now that I have had...
Thats just how I feel, lost and adrift.. the trouble is I don't feel I'll ever have the confidence to do anything about it.. maybe in time I can try and sort myself out a bit... I don't think I'm strong enough though x
Thank-you Lonesome Crow, I'm so sorry about your children. I can't imagine...
Thank you for your message. Just thinking about trying to make changes scares the life out of me... I've never been on my own before. I've always had someone controlling my life, my parents and then my husband. making my own decisions is something I've never done, which is scary at my age. ...
It's taken me so long to be able to get the courage to start a thread on here. Being unhappy and shy and having no confidence whatsoever have all stopped me. I'm 43, unhappily married and feel that life is totally hopeless. I feel that I have wasted most of my life now. I don't have any...
I'm in a bad place in my mind tonight. I'm thinking why did I ever marry and waste the last 20+ years of life.................. I can't cope at the moment.......... hoping maybe I might feel better putting it on here........:(