Recent content by seekingpeace

I haven't posted here in a longgg time, I'm still having the same problems though. Since then I have been to a therapist twice and he is trying to help me be able to function around others. Deep down, I'm not afraid of ppl, I wish I could connect with more people. My problem is with my...

do u ever laff hard 2 urself when ur alone? i sometimes remember a funny moment or a youtube vid. right after u laff, dont u feel weird n try to get serious again, in fear of losing ur marbles? idk, maybe its just me lol

thx for the link, ill deflnately check it out. any sort of help is good.

i dont have a journal but i do post here from time to time. its nice to have comtact with ppl even if its just the internet

i have to wait a while to see somebody because of $

this is a problem that ive had for a long time. it is the main source of my loneliness, im too scared go outside but hate being alone. its a maddening sickness, its like being shy constantly. ive missed out on so much and its only heightened my self consiousness. the weird thing is i have all...

Sorry to hear about ur troubles, its a tough break. I live with a weird face also, I dont have any answers but I guess you have to learn to live with it. Try to keep your spirits up and don't let it get you down.

I've given up on love and companionship, I can't even make friends. I can't imagine what women think when they see me, no normal woman would willfully approach anything intimite with me. It's weird when I think about it, I don't know what my role in life is going to be but I know it won't...

I feel alot of those feelings also, I'm 23 living with adopted mom. Somehow I've managed to lose all my joy and passion for life, I'm so jaded right now, I can't even share a joke with someone. Ppl say I shouldn't feel so sorry for myself but I can't help it, I'm a deformed ******* freak and...

no kisses fer me, but atleast i didnt get cooties

i'm an orphan with an adopted family. i know im lucky to have them but i feel so distant to them. i have one brother but he looks like them, i know nothing about who i really am. this makes my lonliness even tougher. mostly i try to be humble and thankful but it does hurt.

i know alot about how u feel, hope u feel happier soon

I have a lot of anxiety, so there are many things that I think I fear, half of them are so preposterous I dont know how I even think of them. I guess that is one of the different symtoms of anxiety, besides my anxiety I also have a phobia. I'm still trying to figure out how to get past my fears...

idk, i guess ppl would say im weird.

I spend so much of my time by myself, the only interaction is a quick good morning or hey. Some days this loneliness is unbearable, the only time its not considered unbearable is when I have a good distraction. I do almost anything to not focus on the sadness, I daydream, watch tv, listen to...