seekingpeace
Active member
I spend so much of my time by myself, the only interaction is a quick good morning or hey. Some days this loneliness is unbearable, the only time its not considered unbearable is when I have a good distraction. I do almost anything to not focus on the sadness, I daydream, watch tv, listen to music but because of the constant routine of the same things I'm beginning to run out of distractions now. I feel no joy anymore, I hate myself now, people around me are starting to get pissed with me because of my disposition. I dont know what to do, I dont like myself, cant except people to like me but I cant take the loneliness. Dont bother trying to help, I know this sounds stupid but I just want to vent, I feel trapped in this room day in day out.