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 Went to the store this weekend to get my 1/2 cake. The girl taking the groceries out the car goes.. are you having a party this weekend? I forgot and say, no. And she goes,  oh just eating that cake all by yourself huh? ** smile and laugh because she thought it was a too funny joke** followed...

This guy is persuasive.  http://www.asexualityarchive.com I am about 85% what this guy talks about. And I think it could be a good reference for people who are just alone. But for me I do have sexual desire but I mean I find it has to be really good for me to be interested and most times it...

Maybe it is just being older but I just don't meet people anymore that interest me that much. They are so lacking in so many ways. I feel lonely to the extent i do, because I don't have anything to look forward to. Also, do you find people lately to have like technical glitches. Like they are...

So this week, my back started hurting me. Then, my abdomen started hurting me. I mean, bad, as bad as I have ever dealt with. I went to the doctor and they tested me for a UTI. Now, got to say I did not think that was it. I had no symptoms of that. Plus I didn't think you would have back pain...

This isn't going to be one of those "people don't like me" like a plea for people to say they do. They don't. Its a fact. I know it, I have always known it. But I guess I hoped I had some people who do. But I think I have lived enough to know ... a few things. 1. People who currently like...

Just gonna say it, Easter is one of the worst holiday's ever. Here we are on a Sunday, and there is nothing at all that I can do. I am not particularly religious but this holiday for me has basically become another "family" holiday. Where all we really celebrate is your family if you have one...

Oh yes, I just want to whine right now. (1) First I am sick. Never even saw it coming but think it might have happened Sunday night. Sunday night I had one of the worst nightmares that I have ever had IN MY LIFE. Really terrifying. And typically I don't have those unless I have a fever. Never...

46 years old and I am starting to think, maybe, possibly, every stupid thing about me, is wrong and needs to be changed. (1) At work I care about doing things right. Fast and right. I mostly spend the day in my office hiding and, if I see a "big" person like a boss, instead of me going up to...

I am shockingly good at geography. I mean I can just be dropped into almost any city and find what I am looking for. Mostly without an iphone. I might need a few hints but... a lot of things that mystify others seem to be obvious to me. Like if I am in City X and I am traveling on a road named...

One thing that really interests me is health. I mean not just like the mainstream media health... but I like advanced health. I like to search on the internet for less well known facts that will insure my health. And of course I believe a few things. - I hate doctors. I used to think I hated...

I think I have decent self esteem, but I think one of the biggest issues in my life is that I always shoot too low in every aspect of my life. My co worker just got a new job and I stumbled upon her offer letter by accident -- it was in the common mail box. Her salary- obscene. Even though I...

I have developed a loud humm in my left ear. In 2008 the same thing happened but it seemed to go away. And it seemed in my right ear. I went to the doctor this week and they removed some wax. At the appointment I was hopeful all was solved. But unfortunately, when I got home I realized it was...

I have developed a crippling fear of appliances. oikophobia apparently is fear of home surroundings and I suppose I am not afraid of my couch, my microwave, etc. But I am unable to use my dishwasher, really having a hard time making myself purchased a washer and a dryer and almost never use my...

So since about 2014 I have been withdrawing from *friends* and associates. To me, it seems clear, the people who I have withdrawn from were not, friends in the way I expected. Several long term friends, I felt, betrayed me at my job. One went behind my back and got a job that I was hoping to get...

So I moved into a condo for the express purpose that home maintenance would be taken care of my by fees. I pay my 320 every month. But my maintenance requests are not taken care of in a timely manner. And I used to be on the board of trustees and couldn't get it done any quicker. Last year...

For me the biggest challenge of being a single person is that I am the outlet for other's troubles but, there is no outlet for me. I almost feel like I am going to explode sometimes because so much comes in the front but there is no outlet for me to unburden myself. At work I have a few...

Nothing nice ever happens to me. No one ever thinks of me for presents, or for help or do something kind. I am collecting these stickers at the store to get a flatware set. Every dollar you spend at the store you get stickers. Some people do not participate and so their stickers go unused. I...

I don't want to do stuff anymore... cause I am tired of failing. Though, truthfully, I have a pretty decent life... and so if someone saw my life they might think it was pretty good.. I feel like it is a disaster. Everything I have tried throughout my life I have succeeded about 75%. I feel...

I am not sure how this happened but when I was younger I felt like I had a universe of people that were good. They were interesting, kind, not users. Perhaps there were a few that were users. But lately... I look around and I feel lonely because the only people left from which to choose who I...

It has been a long time since I have felt so anxious. But it has felt since about July it has been one emergency after the other. July 10th or so. Ant invasion in my condo. It was horrible. They got in somehow between the subfloor and the regular floor. Unfortunately when they put in the...