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I read an article in a local magazine about people here (also young-ish ones) who died without anyone noticing and who wouldn't have had anyone who would turn up to their funeral. So this little organization was started where poets attended their funerals so the event wasn't quite so depressing...

Thank you for your replies :) I find it not so intimidating to share my voice, as no one can see my face anyway.

Had nothing better to do last night (in the early hours), so I started making some more recordings. Wish You Were Here - Pink Floyd: http://www.karaokeparty.com/en/recording/e293a9cae1439360194211e1487df51ebedefe6b Dreamer - Ozzy Osbourne...

My main goal at the start of the year was to work on my social anxiety, particularly the kind that makes me panic around teenagers/young people. This was important to me as I couldn't face higher education anymore as I completely broke down around the others. So I agreed to join a group...

I don't even know how to find my way around on here, but I have no where else to turn. I'm in tears and sick of my life. Isolated all the time - I can't take it anymore I really can't. How can you cope when you see zero people besides just people you have appointments with!? When you don't...

I would say there are many other factors too. I try to look halfway decent, not to attract people into my life because of loneliness (what a shallow bunch of contacts that would be!) but because I have huge issues about my looks. I feel I look really bad, especially my face, so I have to sort...

I feel depressed and dead inside, I look young on the outside but I feel like a wreck on the inside. The fact that I have NO-ONE to spend Christmas and New Year's with makes me feel like a castaway, which is even worse than being old and lonely as that is not their fault in lots of cases. They...

I hear you and I also recognize a lot of these feelings. It is really hard to love yourself and to feel fine when you are emotionally starved and feel as if you have been denied love and caring for so long - that's the case for me too. I don't feel right with myself. I'm sure there are lots of...

It seems mostly girls get attention on here, so let me say you look great :)

Like your attitude - you can always chat with me, as I'm always alone.

Thanks for the replies. I am not my own friend - I know that's bad, but I just can't keep myself company or be pleased with myself. So much has happened in my life to crush these feelings of security and comfort. When there isn't anyone else, I just feel dead inside. The ones that are usually...

Thank you.

I just don't have any drive anymore, empty days of nothingness going by without any meaning. Stuck by myself and when I'm not I am in a nightmare situation - there is just no solace. I'm not just dreamning it - I literally have no one to turn to. I could scream but I have no strength after 11...

My favourite singers are ones who know what sadness is and portray it in their songs, it makes it meaningful to me.

I also did karaoke videos, but I cannot get the sad look out of my eyes, so I don't share those. It's sad to be young this way...

I think there is beauty in sadness, but I'm just the melancholy type I guess. Loneliness, well the overdose of it, is very harmful though.

Just one of my lonely activities. Thanks for your reply :)

Here are some of my recordings: http://www.karaokeparty.com/en/recording/6e4165f49e1437c0c4a56de5c76da41d9a45191c http://www.karaokeparty.com/en/recording/de204022b44b3052cf45935a6f97e1097430f10d http://www.karaokeparty.com/en/recording/534e8d87bb94cd07c593b9f5c1a9999f5acb570f

I can imagine the feeling. I can only say I hope you can be in their lives for a very long period so that you become a very valid part of new memories and you don't feel left out any longer.

How could you put a number to something like that? For me it's been a thought which has been more or less to the foreground for ten years straight now. Some days would have been spent just wanting to die so intensely for every waking minute. I can't say it's a strong thought right now, but I do...