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How I can go from wanting to end it all six months ago, to anticipating a three stone ring being put on my left ring finger. How I've grown in six months,age wise and emotionally. I feel so liberated.

I'm an oldie around here,I joined almost a year ago... I took a six month hiatus,did some soul searching,found a job that made me uber busy,which coincedentally made me forget about how single I was (as did the money I was earning cha-*******-ching). Anyway,I had a crazy semester in school, and...

I pretend that love exists My foolish heart longs for it And a meaningful embrace With someone who believes in the same facade

I have lost all hope in love. Absolutely positively. I used to cry my eyes out,and cry myself to sleep over being lonely... Something is broken in me,unretrievable. I usually get led on,think the other person is legit about a relationship and abandoned. Or, I talk to someone to arrange to...

Outside of the internets,are...new to me,and amaaaaazing!

I know a man,who holds many disguises He sinks into his victims chests,just above the heart and becomes a parasite Perpetually seeking broken and lost feelings of women,suckers 'em in His collection of hearts is impressive,stolen;all of them He keeps them in a jar and marvels at his...

I met him at the restaurant at which I'm currently employed. He and I had like,almost a psychiatrist session. As a waitress,and being super personable and friendly that I can open people up as easy as one would a book...Anyway,I found out quite a bit from this guy,and kind of pushed him away at...

By Bats for Lashes...is stuck in my head. I also made last weekend my 'Morrissey weekend'. It actually put me in a good mood before work...that and knowing I'm out of that place in two weeks!

I am doing the following: -Talking to a new guy. -Getting a new job that pays 11 dollars an hour..ditching the waitressing schpiel ( I work part time,so...I go home with maybe fifty dollars working one day a week at that shithole) -Another semester down and finished at school. -Talking and being...

There is a man Who loves my curves,as much as my soul The darkness of my eyes,and the fullness of my lips My 'swag' and my 'song' The hue of my skin;although it matters as much as the price of tea in China A light shines from him that can never be snuffed out [New one folks,say what you will...

I'm sure not too many of you remember,or care,but I mentioned something about investing in a bike. Well,I bought my bike from Wal-Mart,it was a Godsend! It was on clearance,calling my name. It was originally 268,and was fifty percent off at the register. So,I went home with a 145 dollar...

I tend to attract the most...messed up men in Arizona. God.

In the desert All alone Unsavory characters meet me along a trail of my tears They're monsters and thieves of souls and hearts I keep mine on a close watch,tucked away and hidden To find someone worthy to give it to [Yep,I'm back,kinda...with a new poem.]

Talking to this guy in state. We get along too well. He's only four years younger(this would make him 19,he turns 20 in June),but super mega mature. As a matter of fact,more mature than dudes around my age and well into their 20s. Only thing is...he's 3 hours away.:( He's still willing to come...

I'm finally doing the things I need to get functional again. I went to my primary physician,and spoke with him about my lonliness/depression. He divulged to me that he had to stand up to his unsupportive father at the age of 30. I also told him I'm kind of the outcast at school; and he told me...

My mother got a hold of a journal I'm keeping charting my depression. She and I had a moment,we hugged,talked,blah,blah,blah. In the meantime,I had an appointment scheduled to talk to my doctor about my depression. Somehow the doctor called the house confirming an appointment for me to see...

How do you not do this?

The haters always come out of the woodwork when you're trying to stay positive. It never fails to amaze me.

I recently moved back home for financial reasons from my university dorms. I'm realizing my time spent there was kind of in vain. My mom,and aunt still have a tendency to be antagonsts;they tear me down,so completely and try to build me back up by buying things for me,or offering food as an...

My aunt bought me a Golden Pothos. It's like a regular Pothos,only...bigger. I've also become more clear,mentally so I can continue doing my coursework and not be asleep all day,or crying my eyes out. I'm going to the doctor Monday,and I'm going to explain my situation to him and my depression...