That is a very drastic choice that can change your entirely life and you've just turned to it after a few experiences... Please, please, consider it again and try to be more opened to your environment. I know it's easier said than done, but please don't take big decisions that can potentially...
I'm pretty sure you will find more than just one friend. I know it's hard, but things will get brighter at a point, so don't act like everything was getting worse. There's hope for you, buddy.
Nice to meet you.
Oh, lady, give yourself some time! It's very normal that you want to have a meaningful engament, but you've got a plenty of time and chances to find the right person for that.
I don't think there's nothing wrong with you. Welcome!