These past few days, I been talking to my mom more than I ever talk to her in my life. She shock me quite a bit, but today blew the roof off of me.
All my life my mom has told me to never do drugs, and don't drink a lot. My dad told me he never ever touch a cigarette, even though he was in the army.
The media have shown "something, my anti-drug". My mom a hardcore catholic and always warn me about drug. Today, everything I thought I knew about my mom philosophy went haywire. My mom actually told me that smoking is OK, and there nothing wrong with it. We just talk about getting drunk and I was talking about something as small as weed. I thought for sure she would scream at me if I mention the word "weed", but she said it was perfectly fine. Then she told me that my dad use to smoke a little to take off some of his depression, and she told me when she was dating him, he drank a lot more than he does now, which is rarely. Then she goes on and tell me that smoking cigarette even if it get me addicted, is perfectly find. She told me "whatever people at my school are doing, she is fine with it". What she fail to told me was don't do ILLEGAL drug, but cigarette is perfectly fine. Geesh talk about a misunderstanding.
I'm not saying I will smoke, but the freedom is finally there now, no more feeling guilty. Just my mom word, make me feel I now made small decision, and be like everyone else.
NOW here the hard part. If I knew this sooner, I wouldn't be alone at school. For one, most of the people on my floor smoke weed and are heavy binge drinker, and that why I avoid them, because I'm such a good kid that I guess I was afraid of my dad you know. I mean being able to try weed for the first time, there is no easier place to make friend, and I always used to think that people who smoke weed or are drunk are bad people. It just been a weird 4 days for me, as I could never imagine my mom to tell me that smoking is OK, just don't do any drug that are illegal.
I think I am still in SHOCK!
All my life my mom has told me to never do drugs, and don't drink a lot. My dad told me he never ever touch a cigarette, even though he was in the army.
The media have shown "something, my anti-drug". My mom a hardcore catholic and always warn me about drug. Today, everything I thought I knew about my mom philosophy went haywire. My mom actually told me that smoking is OK, and there nothing wrong with it. We just talk about getting drunk and I was talking about something as small as weed. I thought for sure she would scream at me if I mention the word "weed", but she said it was perfectly fine. Then she told me that my dad use to smoke a little to take off some of his depression, and she told me when she was dating him, he drank a lot more than he does now, which is rarely. Then she goes on and tell me that smoking cigarette even if it get me addicted, is perfectly find. She told me "whatever people at my school are doing, she is fine with it". What she fail to told me was don't do ILLEGAL drug, but cigarette is perfectly fine. Geesh talk about a misunderstanding.
I'm not saying I will smoke, but the freedom is finally there now, no more feeling guilty. Just my mom word, make me feel I now made small decision, and be like everyone else.
NOW here the hard part. If I knew this sooner, I wouldn't be alone at school. For one, most of the people on my floor smoke weed and are heavy binge drinker, and that why I avoid them, because I'm such a good kid that I guess I was afraid of my dad you know. I mean being able to try weed for the first time, there is no easier place to make friend, and I always used to think that people who smoke weed or are drunk are bad people. It just been a weird 4 days for me, as I could never imagine my mom to tell me that smoking is OK, just don't do any drug that are illegal.
I think I am still in SHOCK!