TheAnxiousPain
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So I was living in a house with 6 other people, where there was no shower, just a kitchen sink where we all had our own buckets and fill up with water to take bird baths. I did the best I could washing my clothes out on hands. Plus the house had an odor...
However, I had to pay for a ride from a guy I found on craigslist in the gig section, I had no choice and I had no other way to get to work. The guy turned out to be nice but extra weird... and every time he picked me up from work he would be so amped and I realized he was drunk. His car also had problems where the heat didn't work and it was bitter cold a couple mornings.
He picked me up 1 day and had a blanket folded on the passenger seat where I sat. I felt like he probably thought I smelled. I didn't smell myself, and i don't think I was reeking, but I know I probably had an odor from the house or maybe my clothes wasn't the cleanest.
Also at work, there was a guy who liked me a lot and was trying to take me out on a date etc. However, I think he was trying to hint to me that i smelled because he was making remarks in a joking way and he also told me "I want to wake up to your morning breath". Although this was 6 months back.. I haven't seen the guy that gave me a ride nor the man I used to work with in about 6 months. I'm in a better position now, very clean and at my best,.
But Now looking back, I feel like I might have a bad rep, I'm starting to think how other people was probably viewing me at that time. What if I'm somewhere and get called out about it. Although, I don't think I was ever that bad off, but a part of me feel self conscious about it,
However, I had to pay for a ride from a guy I found on craigslist in the gig section, I had no choice and I had no other way to get to work. The guy turned out to be nice but extra weird... and every time he picked me up from work he would be so amped and I realized he was drunk. His car also had problems where the heat didn't work and it was bitter cold a couple mornings.
He picked me up 1 day and had a blanket folded on the passenger seat where I sat. I felt like he probably thought I smelled. I didn't smell myself, and i don't think I was reeking, but I know I probably had an odor from the house or maybe my clothes wasn't the cleanest.
Also at work, there was a guy who liked me a lot and was trying to take me out on a date etc. However, I think he was trying to hint to me that i smelled because he was making remarks in a joking way and he also told me "I want to wake up to your morning breath". Although this was 6 months back.. I haven't seen the guy that gave me a ride nor the man I used to work with in about 6 months. I'm in a better position now, very clean and at my best,.
But Now looking back, I feel like I might have a bad rep, I'm starting to think how other people was probably viewing me at that time. What if I'm somewhere and get called out about it. Although, I don't think I was ever that bad off, but a part of me feel self conscious about it,