Naizo
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I've come a long way from where I was, mentally, emotionally.
I no longer spend every waking moment crying, woe is me, woe is me, over something I've no control over and no say in.
I rarely even find myself wanting for a relationship in any form anymore.
But still, when the thought, any small simple thought, crosses my mind of my ex. That fragile wall crumbles down bit by bit, the longer that thought lingers, the bigger the fracture becomes.
I can't have a facebook. That much I determined long enough ago. I just really don't feel mentally healthy. Though I'm not suicidal by any means, nor am I really depressed or even sad anymore. I just really don't consider it of being of mental soundness for something as simple as the thought of someone to completely break me down, inside.
Was she really SO important to my psyche? I guess so, in some way.
Don't build yourself around what you are to another.
I came across one of the most emo sounding things I've ever heard of, but when I actually read into a bit, it's quite far from it.
"The Path of Aloneness"
Philosopher, Samurai, Musashi Miyamoto.
Sound weebish as hell doesn't it?
But it's just twenty one really sound pieces of advice from a man on death's door, that translate very well into the modern age if you ask my opinion.
https://alyjuma.com/dokkodo-the-path-of-aloneness/
I'm sick. In a bad way.
I no longer spend every waking moment crying, woe is me, woe is me, over something I've no control over and no say in.
I rarely even find myself wanting for a relationship in any form anymore.
But still, when the thought, any small simple thought, crosses my mind of my ex. That fragile wall crumbles down bit by bit, the longer that thought lingers, the bigger the fracture becomes.
I can't have a facebook. That much I determined long enough ago. I just really don't feel mentally healthy. Though I'm not suicidal by any means, nor am I really depressed or even sad anymore. I just really don't consider it of being of mental soundness for something as simple as the thought of someone to completely break me down, inside.
Was she really SO important to my psyche? I guess so, in some way.
Don't build yourself around what you are to another.
I came across one of the most emo sounding things I've ever heard of, but when I actually read into a bit, it's quite far from it.
"The Path of Aloneness"
Philosopher, Samurai, Musashi Miyamoto.
Sound weebish as hell doesn't it?
But it's just twenty one really sound pieces of advice from a man on death's door, that translate very well into the modern age if you ask my opinion.
https://alyjuma.com/dokkodo-the-path-of-aloneness/
I'm sick. In a bad way.