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[dead]

how do i survive this.
already, i am making plans.

i cannot even ask for help. and there is no one to talk to.
there are people. but no one i can trust.

so what do i do?

i want to be dead and gone and lost and forgotten, and i want it to have happened long ago. before i met you, before i was born. before i was conceived and thought into the world.

i know it probably all sounds dramatic. but. if that is how things are - shouldn't it be lying, if i were to tone it down even more?

god knows i already do.

the truth is, that i'm counting seconds, moments. how did it happen, that i'm counting seconds until you die, so i can go as well? how does that even make sense? but even to you i cannot open to - you have so much on your mind as it is. it's you that are dying, after all.
me - i'm just a pale echo in your wake.


oh god. this is just ******* cruel, isn't it? stop playing cat and mouse already, universe. either already end it, or don't.


god, i'm so tired.
so, so so so so tired.

 

[Zak]

I dont know whats going on and I am not very good in guessing and figuring out or in comfort talks and such but if you want somebody to talk to, dont hesitate to pm. Atleast I can vouch for myself that I am a good listener. I hope you feel better soon.

 

[SophiaGrace]

 

[Badjedidude]

*hugs* DEEEADDDD

 

[Minus]

 

[dead]

Sanal, Steve, Sophia and Minus - thank you all so much. your kindness means alot to me. i don't break down like this often, (i suppose i'm proud of that) - but when i do - i know i can count on you guys to be there.
thank you so much.


(Awwwww froggie hugs! oh gosh. that made my morning so precious, Minus )

 

[Drama]

((dead))

Liley

 

[dead]

Thanks, dear.

 

[Jilted John]

Feeling a bit better now dead?

 

[dead]

yeah, quite abit better. thank you so much for asking!

how are you doing?

 

[Drama]

Ok, it's spam time i fear , sorry Dead had to see this coming

I say that that frog is too green. Argue if you can

 

[SophiaGrace]

*hugs dead*