lilE
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About two weeks ago i cut myself after a year and a half of not doing it. It is pretty big on my left arm, my forearm, not my tricep like last time. I was feeling like the biggest worthless piece of honeysuckle. I couldn't watch anything because everyone on tv is better than me, i couldn't listen to any music because all the musicians are better than me, and I certainly could not talk to anyone because I truly believe no one will understand. I never thought that as a grown man i would be all by myself, with no money, and no one in my life but my mother. A grown man with so much torment and cuts all over his body. It never ended. Everyone I knew from years back got better...but I never did, and don't see that anything will change. I feel like a lost soul, a soul who will wander around for ever and ever.