beingnobody
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I have been screaming into the abyss for decades and it has never once replied.
I can be standing in front of someone screaming at the top of my lungs and they don't seem to hear a word I say.
Don't get me wrong, I triple loathe any kind of attention but people make me feel so insulted and disrespected.
I never look at anyone's face directly. Certainly not into someone's eyes.
And it is NOT because I have "low self esteem," or any other such nonsense.
I just don't care. About ANYTHING, much less opinion.
On particular day, at this point in my life, I'm just fed up. Exhausted, consumed. Tired.
I can be standing in front of someone screaming at the top of my lungs and they don't seem to hear a word I say.
Don't get me wrong, I triple loathe any kind of attention but people make me feel so insulted and disrespected.
I never look at anyone's face directly. Certainly not into someone's eyes.
And it is NOT because I have "low self esteem," or any other such nonsense.
I just don't care. About ANYTHING, much less opinion.
On particular day, at this point in my life, I'm just fed up. Exhausted, consumed. Tired.