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I am blown away that I have resorted to writing on a website about being lonely. I know that I have many things to be happy for and I truly am but for my own personal self (heart) I am not. I have a beautiful child who loves me and relies on me. I am going through a divorce so people say of course you will have your bad days. That is not the problem, I am the one who wanted the divorce. I have been dating some, and think I found someone who really cares. I have found it hard being alone when my child is done for the weekend, all my friends are married or with someone and really don't need the third wheel around. Something must be really wrong with me, I have a good job, I live in a nice place I can afford to feed my child but my heart is so empty. I really can't believe the men I have met, all seem to be only out for one thing and that is not what it is about for me. Happiness comes from within and I know this, I have to be happy with myself first. Does loneliness mean you can not be happy?