diamondintherough
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Hi my name is Lottie and I live in London . I’m female and 17.
I’ve always been alone from a young age. I’ve always made a few friends here and there but nothing with a real connection. I was bullied my whole primary school child hood and my mum ridiculed me telling me I was stupid because I wasn’t very academic.
When I joined secondary school I worked very hard to please my mother by becoming academic but I have confidence issues still and I’ve never been able to get over these.
Now that I’m 17 these confidence issues are becoming more and more apparent to me and I no longer want to tag along being the outsider I just stay alone all the time because I am unable to make friends. When I talk I feel that I am boring so now I rarely talk unless I have something to say which is rare. I have no confidence and I don’t know what to do anymore. I have accepted that I am a loner so I eat my lunch alone and go out on my own but I still have a void.
I’ve always been alone from a young age. I’ve always made a few friends here and there but nothing with a real connection. I was bullied my whole primary school child hood and my mum ridiculed me telling me I was stupid because I wasn’t very academic.
When I joined secondary school I worked very hard to please my mother by becoming academic but I have confidence issues still and I’ve never been able to get over these.
Now that I’m 17 these confidence issues are becoming more and more apparent to me and I no longer want to tag along being the outsider I just stay alone all the time because I am unable to make friends. When I talk I feel that I am boring so now I rarely talk unless I have something to say which is rare. I have no confidence and I don’t know what to do anymore. I have accepted that I am a loner so I eat my lunch alone and go out on my own but I still have a void.