it looks like another sleepless night in this life of mine. i feel so pathetic all the time and have constant depression. this stems from having no friends at all. i'm a 20 year old college student. I just basically feel miserable that i have never had a girlfriend in high school and my life is in extreme danger of turning into a certain judd apatow film. i understand that this is not uncommon and many here are in the same situation. however not being alone in this situation doesnt ease my tension. my non-sociable status comes from a constant doubt that anyone will ever accept me. i have limited interests(sports) and literally draw blanks in any other area. i know it is common to throw letters ar everything but i believe i gave a disorder called GAD....although not diagnosed with it which i guess is a huge problem in itself. i'm always worrying and since i started having it my social life has been dwindling ever since. i feel by being what i am that i am letting down my family...i'm constantly saying to myself that i hope my brother(24) finds a wife, which he will so that my dad can at least think one of his kids turned out ok.
so basically here are a few things that i'd like to know
1.) how can i better myself....going back to the limited interest..is it still possible for me to find different outlets without friends
2.) has anyone have a proper solution for GAD?
3.)how do some of you deal with loneliness and shyness?(i literally have no one)
4.) after reading this do you see any hope for me?
also, not that it matters but i'm not ugly(typical i know) and had one relationship in 9th grade.
thanks for any responses on this long dragged out post. from lurking around the past few weeks i can tell that you are all great people.
so basically here are a few things that i'd like to know
1.) how can i better myself....going back to the limited interest..is it still possible for me to find different outlets without friends
2.) has anyone have a proper solution for GAD?
3.)how do some of you deal with loneliness and shyness?(i literally have no one)
4.) after reading this do you see any hope for me?
also, not that it matters but i'm not ugly(typical i know) and had one relationship in 9th grade.
thanks for any responses on this long dragged out post. from lurking around the past few weeks i can tell that you are all great people.