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As I'm typing this I keep thinking to myself "Man, I sound like a weirdo", but here it goes.
I have a problem to where I keep thinking, in the back of my mind, about a couple of girls that I once knew in high school. I was very attracted to these girls and we would talk every now and again. Aside from casual conversation, nothing ever happened between us, yet I still constantly think about them years later.
The problem is that even though I havent communicated or seen these girls in years, I guess I still have kind of a "high school crush" on them and I'm still holding out hope that one day I might reconnect with them and something might happen, even though I know that its simply not going to happen.
I've never had a girlfriend, and so my guess is that my mind keeps these memories in my head in order to make me have some sort of feeling of "hope" and "enjoyment".
Even though I do enjoy remembering the beauty and characteristics that I liked in these girls, its also a constant reminder of what I was wasn't able to truly connect with or have any kind of relationship with.
I'm in college now and its really time for me to grow up and move on. I have enough to deal with in my life withough constantly fumbling over the memories of high school crushes.
I cant really find a way for me to simply stop thinking about these memories and its seriously starting to worry me that I'm not able to move on from this.
Any tips or tactics would be appreciated!
I have a problem to where I keep thinking, in the back of my mind, about a couple of girls that I once knew in high school. I was very attracted to these girls and we would talk every now and again. Aside from casual conversation, nothing ever happened between us, yet I still constantly think about them years later.
The problem is that even though I havent communicated or seen these girls in years, I guess I still have kind of a "high school crush" on them and I'm still holding out hope that one day I might reconnect with them and something might happen, even though I know that its simply not going to happen.
I've never had a girlfriend, and so my guess is that my mind keeps these memories in my head in order to make me have some sort of feeling of "hope" and "enjoyment".
Even though I do enjoy remembering the beauty and characteristics that I liked in these girls, its also a constant reminder of what I was wasn't able to truly connect with or have any kind of relationship with.
I'm in college now and its really time for me to grow up and move on. I have enough to deal with in my life withough constantly fumbling over the memories of high school crushes.
I cant really find a way for me to simply stop thinking about these memories and its seriously starting to worry me that I'm not able to move on from this.
Any tips or tactics would be appreciated!