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I don't...
I mean, makeup, exercise, dressing well can only do so much...
I find myself becoming very jealous of girls who are beautiful and popular because I'd like to have that...
Oh well............................................................
Edit:
Also what sucks is how guys look past me and to other girls around me...
Like some instances when I talked to guys face-to-face and they just ignored what I said and walked right past me and began flirting with prettier girls...
Makes me feel bad like I'm not worth anyone's attention...
Always feeling like the ugly friend...
Even guys that aren't that supermodel looking will chase after supermodel girls...-____-
Then they get madddd when rejected by such girls saying that all they care are about looks...totally hypocritical...because they did the same exact thing by rejecting the non-supermodel girls...
Seems like the only way that someone will like me is out of no choice...not so much that they'd want me first...
Feel like a consolation prize that you get at an amusement park...
Because of that, I always feel nervous that I'll be abandoned because they wouldn't really be happy with me because I was never their first choice...
I mean, makeup, exercise, dressing well can only do so much...
I find myself becoming very jealous of girls who are beautiful and popular because I'd like to have that...
Oh well............................................................
Edit:
Also what sucks is how guys look past me and to other girls around me...
Like some instances when I talked to guys face-to-face and they just ignored what I said and walked right past me and began flirting with prettier girls...
Makes me feel bad like I'm not worth anyone's attention...
Always feeling like the ugly friend...
Even guys that aren't that supermodel looking will chase after supermodel girls...-____-
Then they get madddd when rejected by such girls saying that all they care are about looks...totally hypocritical...because they did the same exact thing by rejecting the non-supermodel girls...
Seems like the only way that someone will like me is out of no choice...not so much that they'd want me first...
Feel like a consolation prize that you get at an amusement park...
Because of that, I always feel nervous that I'll be abandoned because they wouldn't really be happy with me because I was never their first choice...