AnonymousMe
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Here’s a little background first: At the beginning of the year, I had the ever-common idea and goal of starting to lose weight, but I did not wanted to subscribe to any fitness program or gym. Besides them being expensive, they are really not my type of environment. I’ve gone before to a gym and always felt this impulse of overdoing things; to do better than my best and look like if I was on par with everyone working out. However, I realized that I was just overdoing things and, without noticing, embarrassing myself right in front of everyone. Anyway, I did not wanted to experience that again, so I started to save for a treadmill. It was perfect! I had a big, open space in my house, nobody in the entire world would watch me, I would go on my own pace and I would certainly not be embarrassed of passing gas XD
It took me a while, but I finally bought it the week before this one and it works wonders! =D I was running and running and running, getting accustomed to my new diet and, surprisingly did not wasted that much electricity. =) With that strong beginning though, just last week, I took off my clothes, looked myself in the mirror and realized that there was really no point in doing this. When I was watching my own reflection, I really wasn’t looking at my own body, which is quite chubby by the way, I was looking at the person I was. At that moment, I reminded myself that I was 110% sure I would end up dying alone (Don’t ask why people, I just know it’s a fact).
I asked myself, why was I trying to lose weight? It’s not like if I was going to eventually try to impress someone anyway. Also, if I’m going to have a lonely death, I’d rather have a heart-attack than dying of old age; that’s at least one benefit from death, isn’t it? It stops all sorts of pains and, now that I think about it, nuisances like me; the black sheep =')
So after re-noticing that enlightening truth, I was back to the way I was. My treadmill’s been collecting dust since last week; I’ve gone back to eat very little to none and, overall, don’t care about many things anymore; I don’t even brush my teeth. I’ll just try to enjoy my unlimited freedom…
WELP! So that’s all I had to say, but I still want to know if anyone else feels this way. You guys and gals don’t have to limit yourselves only to work-outs. Is there something that puts you back to the ground and makes you realize your own worth? Lemme know! =D
It took me a while, but I finally bought it the week before this one and it works wonders! =D I was running and running and running, getting accustomed to my new diet and, surprisingly did not wasted that much electricity. =) With that strong beginning though, just last week, I took off my clothes, looked myself in the mirror and realized that there was really no point in doing this. When I was watching my own reflection, I really wasn’t looking at my own body, which is quite chubby by the way, I was looking at the person I was. At that moment, I reminded myself that I was 110% sure I would end up dying alone (Don’t ask why people, I just know it’s a fact).
I asked myself, why was I trying to lose weight? It’s not like if I was going to eventually try to impress someone anyway. Also, if I’m going to have a lonely death, I’d rather have a heart-attack than dying of old age; that’s at least one benefit from death, isn’t it? It stops all sorts of pains and, now that I think about it, nuisances like me; the black sheep =')
So after re-noticing that enlightening truth, I was back to the way I was. My treadmill’s been collecting dust since last week; I’ve gone back to eat very little to none and, overall, don’t care about many things anymore; I don’t even brush my teeth. I’ll just try to enjoy my unlimited freedom…
WELP! So that’s all I had to say, but I still want to know if anyone else feels this way. You guys and gals don’t have to limit yourselves only to work-outs. Is there something that puts you back to the ground and makes you realize your own worth? Lemme know! =D