Doesn't it piss you off? The feeling inside that makes you feel empty and depressed sometimes all because you don't have a special someone?
I mean why? Why do I feel like honeysuckle sometimes because I've never had a girlfriend?? I hate the fact that I desire a relationship when I don't want one. I hate that I frequently think that I would be much better off mentally if I had a girlfriend.
I hate waking up in the middle of the night depressed and angry because I desire someone sleeping next to me yet I tell myself "fresia THAT" because I don't understand why I feel this way. Why can't I just be content with my independence?
I'm so conflicted to the point sometimes that I really don't give a honeysuckle about anything. I don't know what I want, why I want, or if I truly want...
In my world, love is so depressing and I wish it would leave me alone.
I have goals and dreams in life but I feel that since I'm frequently in the state of mind that I just don't care, then I can't work towards my goals.
I lack confidence because I don't have a girlfriend and I don't have a girlfriend because I lack confidence....and I keep telling myself I don't want a girlfriend even though I frequently desire one.
What the fresia is wrong with me?! Seriously...I'm tired of fighting with myself.
I mean why? Why do I feel like honeysuckle sometimes because I've never had a girlfriend?? I hate the fact that I desire a relationship when I don't want one. I hate that I frequently think that I would be much better off mentally if I had a girlfriend.
I hate waking up in the middle of the night depressed and angry because I desire someone sleeping next to me yet I tell myself "fresia THAT" because I don't understand why I feel this way. Why can't I just be content with my independence?
I'm so conflicted to the point sometimes that I really don't give a honeysuckle about anything. I don't know what I want, why I want, or if I truly want...
In my world, love is so depressing and I wish it would leave me alone.
I have goals and dreams in life but I feel that since I'm frequently in the state of mind that I just don't care, then I can't work towards my goals.
I lack confidence because I don't have a girlfriend and I don't have a girlfriend because I lack confidence....and I keep telling myself I don't want a girlfriend even though I frequently desire one.
What the fresia is wrong with me?! Seriously...I'm tired of fighting with myself.