I'm so sick of being human. Having emotions. What purpose does it serve, other than to amplify one's life. for once, I just want to experience life without the burden of feelings. I want to not cry everytime a certain guy doesn't call ~roll eyes~, or stare at a beautiful sky and feel all uplifted like a fool. I just want to not feel anything for once in this miserable existence. Not be aware that I AM miserable. With all the medical breakthroughs, you would think someone would've found a cure for emotions by now. I mean, what really is the reason??? I think I am willing to trade the small joy I feel occasionally for the extinction of the great heartache and lonliness I have to experience on a daily basis. I don't think I would miss a **** thing. I would be more rational and sensible. I'd help without hesitation. I'd be unmoved, unaffected and single minded. Nothing would matter anymore and that's perfectly fine with me.