deprived
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So my first post here...
Out of the blue I had a dream where this girl I had a crush on throughout highschool and me somehow ended up walking together and after a while of flirting she asked me out and I said yes and it was probably one of the best feelings of my life. Then, of course, I wake up to realise I have no girlfriend, no friends, nothing. I stay at home and study for Uni (distance learning).
I have accomplished a lot over the past few years (2 diplomas, kicked an alcohol addiction and just recently stopped other drugs; on that, I realised drugs don't make my life better and that I used them to escape from myself, rather I should be making myself a better person so perhaps I can like myself again). I've also got the groundwork down to start a part time business to make some money while I'm studying.
So even though school's been done with for 3 years (I'm 21), this girl still creeps into my thoughts every now and then. I think mostly because I learnt that she used to like me in year 7 through year 9 but gave up when I never made a move.
I don't now if swaering is against the rules so I'll avoid it.
I just wanted to vent something, any advice to overcome the crippling lonliness that followed this beautiful dream?
Oh one last thing: I've only ever had one girlfriend. It was never serious, lasted about a month in year 7.
Out of the blue I had a dream where this girl I had a crush on throughout highschool and me somehow ended up walking together and after a while of flirting she asked me out and I said yes and it was probably one of the best feelings of my life. Then, of course, I wake up to realise I have no girlfriend, no friends, nothing. I stay at home and study for Uni (distance learning).
I have accomplished a lot over the past few years (2 diplomas, kicked an alcohol addiction and just recently stopped other drugs; on that, I realised drugs don't make my life better and that I used them to escape from myself, rather I should be making myself a better person so perhaps I can like myself again). I've also got the groundwork down to start a part time business to make some money while I'm studying.
So even though school's been done with for 3 years (I'm 21), this girl still creeps into my thoughts every now and then. I think mostly because I learnt that she used to like me in year 7 through year 9 but gave up when I never made a move.
I don't now if swaering is against the rules so I'll avoid it.
I just wanted to vent something, any advice to overcome the crippling lonliness that followed this beautiful dream?
Oh one last thing: I've only ever had one girlfriend. It was never serious, lasted about a month in year 7.