Meth cured my MJ useage too.
A beer in one hand and a joint in the other....lmao
I took LSD..it didn't cured honeysuckle....i just had crazy ass mind trips.
If one of these days I see a spacship to to take my ass home...it might be profound , but until then
I'm not going to touch drugs anymore.
It's progressive.
Maybe I'm byess.
I went into rehab at a very young age.
Even then it was a struggle to distinguished what the hell was up and everybody had their opinions.
I was told by some i wasn't an alcoholic and others said I'd better stick around and hang out with
the winners.
Ultimately the decision was mine. Bascailly no one can do for me...basically the same as anything
in my life. It wasn't easy nor a cake walk. From recovery piont of view such as AA or NA...
There's no such thing as a cured. You work a daily living program.
I can eaily OD today and died if I use today.
I've seen thousands of people come and go. I watch
people die. I've lost many friends and love ones to drugs and alcohol.
I consider myself luckie to still be alive today...but I also had to work for it.
I also didn't want to stop drinking...but the **** consequences where progressive too.lmao
Anyway, I don't drink or use drugs no matter what. This is the decision i had to make
on my own. No one can force me to do it. The only person that consider me an alcoholic
is ME. The only person that consider me an addict is ME.
The only person that's going to make any major impac or make the necessary changes is ME.
If i wanted to use drugs...I'll find any type of informations to support my using.
I've lived more than half of my life drugs and alcohol free. I've found many things
to do aside from drinking and using. It's a different life style.
I don't really feel like writing a long post. Drug or alcoholic abused was a part of my life.
Recovery became a very big part of my life.
Most people don't think striaght when they're using. That's why alcoholism or addiction
is so cunning baffling and powerful.
There's even a saying from the russian moffia...it starts in the head.
Once you control the human mind...it's all down hill from that piont.
So I'll used a simple analogy.
Any well balance person on this planet knows...you don't put bad fuel into your automobile.
A 15 year old can figure this out....put bad fuel in ...the car will run like honeysuckle and break down.
Now...why the hell a human being can't figure that out and apply the simple concept when
injecting chemicles into thier body ?.....
I mean...you're not going to purposely load a virus program into your PC arn't ya ?
hell even a virus program will show purdy pictures or images for kicks and giggles as the
worm infect the hard drive. Everybody knows this...it's simple.
But when it comes to using drugs in the human body and mind..it's like a big as debate.
Just know there's help if you want help.
Recovery is not for people who needs it......it's for people who wants it.
It's also not for the fainth of hearts...I fucken feel everything.
when i hurt...I hurt
when I'm happy....I'm happy.
when I love, I truley love.
